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Friday, October 28, 2005
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3:10 PM
i'll be going away to perth for 9 days... gonna miss alot of ppl... Those Memories will last forever... I Love the beach... wanna go touch d soft silky sand again... a touch so soft... got caught in d rain 3 times... cycling in the rain... was an experience that will last a lifetime... the feelings was...oh...jux exhilarating... gonna dream of it day and nite... for the many days to come... gonna miss everything... but its nt the end of the world... i'll be back on the 7th nov!!!
Monday, October 24, 2005
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1:38 PM
why don't you break my heart
watch me fall apartlooking back at the past was a bad thing to do the memories can never be erased its slowly killing me inside like an overdose of Panadol its hurting its painful i'd chosen this path lost a best friend and at least four other great friends instead gained another best friend and two other friends i never wanted things to happen this way you'll never understand the pain im feeling its horrible its terrible its unbearable i could not bear to face you all again i did wrong discrimination hurts n i've lost my life story is never ending pain stab me again and again nobody can ever heal that wound you created it and i wanted to help heal you but i've hurt myself deeply instead im no miracle i should have known better
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
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11:56 AM
dam...im so bored...haha...dunno wad to blog bout oso...lol...i finished d craft thingy at 2.30am...lol...haha...and dis morning i wrote a 2page letter to my mum and dad...lol...sort of like thanking them n stuff loh...n gave it wif d gift i made for them...dam..im bored...got nth to do alrdy...mayb i shud buy more of dose...quite fun to do actually...lol...handy craft...lol...though im nt dat handy...>.< but i rmb i still hafta help my aunt re-arrange her old fotos...haha...omg...sum of them r lyk soooo dam funny!!! >.<>.< omg...wad happened to me...lol... my sis is d most funny wan sia...so was lyk sooo dam fat lat tym..omg...lyk twice my weight last tym...haha...den got a pic i stand beside her...omg...loks lyk she gonna crush me...haha... and i shall waste my tym by doing stupid questions in frenster... Lastly, I wanna Congratulate piggy...getting really good results for her Semester 1...haha...omg...so dam pro...more den 3.5 for GPA...can lyk go apply for Uni alrdy...lyk now??? LOL...
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
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1:53 AM
wuahahaha...2dae went out 2 bugis wif oink oink... haha...wanted to buy CDs...haha... but end up i nvr buy loh...onli she bought...lol... den we walk around bugis junction... den very sian...nth 2 do...haha... so we decided to go bishan loh... den walk walk walk...round J8... den i bought sumthing to do during my past time...LOL... since nowadays im always so bored...haha... its sort of lyk art and craft stuff...DIY thingy... but so difficult to do...lol... nvr mind...i shall do finish it and gif 2 my parents... as their 20th Anniversary gift... though its over lyk quite long ago alrdy...haha... and i've alrdy started it 2dae...haha...done a few stuff... quite a good start i think...lol... going out wif ant and wani ltr 2dae... hopefully my mum won scold... cox i nvr tell her yet... >.<
Sunday, October 16, 2005
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4:27 PM
im bored... im dying... wad shud i do??? haven gone out for many days again...lol... actually friday and ytd was nt lyk boring normal days... haha... cox my dad's poly frens came... dey chit-chatted until 12 plus am... hw cool was dat...haha... and we had catering loh...haha... so called got good food 2 eat...lol.. haha...but i ate alot...>.< dam...haha...ate 6 rounds... getting fat soon...dam... my fren hu is a guy is onli 45kg... hw can dat be...omg...haha... anyway... nowadays nvr do any exercise n im eating alot... not surprising dat im gonna out on weight... but i've decided dat i do... 10 push-ups... 30 sit-ups... haha...seems so little...sian... at least its beta den nt doing any exercise at all... and i hafta stop eating supper and junk food... wanna maintain my weight at 50kg...>.< dam studio project made me put on sum weight... mux try to get rid of dose... ZAP AWAY!!! and ytd went my mum's secondary klasmate's hse for BBQ...lol... and i cooked the chicken wings and hotdogs and corn!!! but i din eat any...lol.. but i ate alot of beehoon and stuff...anyway... i shall try nt 2 eat so much... but den when i am watching tv or haf nth 2 do... i will go lok for stuff to eat...>.< mayb i shud start running or sumthing... but i haf no stamina... running will make me feel faint onli... argh...wadever...dam... and im going to perth on d last week of holiday... sure to put on even more weight... argh...i shall start my exercise regime soon... beta make my weight to 50 kg b4 going perth... or i'll go back to skool loking lyk a balloon...>.<
Thursday, October 13, 2005
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2:12 PM
MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed. Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life. We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one. Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything. The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety. You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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10:32 PM
i thought it was over for me i had no way to go i could find no light i could only see darkness around me i felt cold and lost i wanted to end it all BUT a simple message from yoU just lifted me up could feel myself soaring up and high found the way out saw light saw hope yoU turned darkness into light yoU gave me hope yoU gave me the will to live on yoU gave me the power to recreate my life i knew this could be all over in another message but i had to live in whatever happiness i am feeling now this was a terrible day but yoU made it wonderful night
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12:19 AM
Hi Mr Tan, I would like to find out if the rumour that is going around is true or not. The rumour being that DFV is being offered again as a choice of path that we can choose in Year 2 as a specialisation. I was wondering if it is true. This is very important as to whether some friends of mine and I would stay on to try and pursue our dreams of getting into DFV (and be the next Steven Spielberg or not.) <---wanted to put dat in...but dare not...lol... The following was taken from the NYP website: PLEASE NOTE: The Digital Film and Video (DFV) specialisation will not be offered to first year students from Academic Year 2006/07 onwards. So, I was wondering if our acadamic year being 2005/06 is still being offered DFV in Year 2. Looking forward to your reply and thank you for your time to read this email. Leong Jean Anne Group 8 81268075 dat was my email to mr eric tan...yea...wad a joke...hope he doesn't call my hp...>.<
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
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9:32 AM
wuahahaha...i got back my results!!! HAPPY sia!!! hehe...cox i got 3.019 for my Grade Point Average is 3.019 loh...haha...i got above 3!!!>.< mux b humble...haha...cox i noe nxt sem sure drop lyk shyt...haha...wad stupid 3D animation...sabo everyone...>.> so here are my results as follows: COMMUNICATION SKILLS --- B+ DRAWING --- C+ DESIGN FUNDAMENTALS --- C+ COLOUR THEORY --- B CREATIVE PROCESS --- A UNDERSTANDING MEDIA --- A STUDIO PROJECT --- C+ haha...so overall its 2 As, 1 B+, 1B, 3 C+s... hehe...studio project C+...kinda expected...haha...actually i expected a C-...lol...cox d way d testers criticise my work...i thot i gonna do badly...hehe...bt anyway...im still glad...wuahahaha...>.<
Monday, October 10, 2005
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10:08 PM
hehe...haha...hoho...it was lyk soooo coool...finally can go out...wif ting, ant and wani sum more....wuahahaha....so fun...went 2 watch corpse bride loh...hehe...omg...its lyk so dam nice...>.< so dam touching.... almost shed a tear...haha....bt din...haha... so dam wei da or nobel in d same sense of the corpse bride to gif up the man he loved...to the gal whom he is righteously supposed to b married to her loh...haiz...jux too touching liao... hw i wish i could b so nobel to...haha...bt 2 bad...deres too many other gals...dunno to gif up to hu...lol... n i'll nvr try to b 2 nobel again...dat was a bad mistake...lol...though i did lose a little (i think)...haha...bt i din lose everything...haha....>.< anyway...back to d corpse bride thingy...d whole cinema was packed wif ppl sia...every single seat was taken up sia...end up...we 4 had to split up...haha....bt still....we had alot of fun...even though wani could nt eat...cox its ramadan or sumthing...dunno wads it called...jux noe dat its fasting month loh... dam sad lah...cannot eat 4 d whole day...if it was me hor...i dunno hw i will survive sia...really will buay tahan wan loh...>.< mayb jux pray dat will nt faint loh...haha...so ltr we walked back to d orchard mrt loh...haha.... n saw d stupid guy....haha...toking bout d stupid guy...haha....he was selling a kind of hand made candle i think....dose jelly kind wif seashells n stuff at d bottom...selling it for 10 bucks loh...haha...so dam ex...den he keep asking us to buy...donate to outreach or sumthing...n dey haf commision loh...den end up 3 of us...ting, wani n me...keep ignoring him loh...he lyk dun feel lyk buying mah...den he keep asking us if jux donate a little oso so diff meh??? i nvr argue back onli sia...if i argue back...he sure die wan sia...wuahaha...bt end up we made him very fed up...den walked away on his own accord...hu ask dis kind of ppl haf commission sum more...den got stupid attitude...keep insisting we shud buy or donate....haha...sereves him rite...BLEAH!!! so we were at d mrt station...den wani went back 1st loh...since we wanted to go eat...haha...>.< den we walked to cineleisure loh...haha...ate yuki yaki...haha....i think we spent more den 2 hrs in dere...haha...ate until so full loh...haha....actually i oso i nt sure full nt...haha...bt nvr mind...dun feel lyk eating liao loh...hehe...den oso made d ice cream...so dam coool lah...can harden by itself sia...wonder hu invented dat fantastic design of using a hotplate...dat can cook food....and oso change d settings to make ice-cream...wad a gd invention sia...LOL... bt in d end...d food wan good....wuahahaha...den we took a train down to ms gail hse loh...haha...4 her so called open hse thingy...>.< c her srt works actually...haha...den stay for bout half an hr onli i think...haha...den we went hm liao loh...
Saturday, October 08, 2005
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11:16 PM
>.< 8th of October 2.30am... i dunno if i made the biggest mistake of my life... and became the greatest fool on earth... or i've made the correct choice... and will become the happiest person alive... bt either way... i will not know at answer at this point in time... all i know is that i have taken the biggest step... and all i can hope is that i have not taken a wrong step... that could cause my happiness and make me miserable for the rest of my life again... BUT... since i've made that big decision... i've got no choice but to stick to it... i just don't wanna be miserable anymore... (May) God Bless The Broken Hearted... >.<
Friday, October 07, 2005
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9:19 PM
woohoo~~~im sooo happy!!! i finally made my own blogskin!!! omg...i lyk it loh...although its kinda weird...lol...haha...d theme is nightmare before christmas loh...haha...woo...overjoyed...LOL...hehe... ~i hope nxt wk cums quickly...bt at same tym...i dun wan it 2 cum~
Thursday, October 06, 2005
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11:54 AM
argh wtf lah... i write until so long... den d post dunno wad happen left onli 2 paragraph.... argh... dun care... dun wan blog liao...
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11:23 AM
woohoo~~~ finally d blogger on my browser loks lyk normal!!! lol...haha...mux blog liao...wuahaha...
2dae is thurs liao...haha...ytd nvr go out...so sian...bt tues went out...wee!!! ahha....so fun...i went PS wif oink oink...>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.< p =""> :D >.<
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
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2:08 PM
urgh...cannot post...wth...bleah..stupid...
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2:05 PM
omg...i had a hard tym trying 2 type dis post...dunno wads wrong wif d blogger on my browser...n i changed my blog skin...i sort of made it myself..bt sum of d words din really work out...needa change a few stuff...yup...
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