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Monday, August 27, 2007
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10:40 PM
Say Goodbye by S Club 7 In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry 'Cause true love never dies In a year from now Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other Standing on the same street corner, no regrets Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye (so say goodbye) But don't you cry 'Cause true love never dies And when you need my arms to run into I'll comfort you Nothing will ever change the way I feel Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every day So say goodbye But don't you cry `Cause a true love never dies
Sunday, August 26, 2007
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10:18 PM
omg...im so fucked up...im but stressed but i cant do anything...i've been sleeping at 4ams the past few days until my eyes are so black i look like a racoon...and ytd i slept at 5am...argh...but all i can do is eat and eat and eat...non-stop the whole day...dammit... kns...ma de...knn...
Saturday, August 25, 2007
yen-lyng and KK entertained me the whole afternoon and night!!! @
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Friday, August 24, 2007
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3:53 AM
piangs...any way to make me sleep before 1am or something???? think i'm going crazy...torturing myself shitless by sleeping at 4am...my eyes hurt...my back hurts...my head hurts like hell now...kill me sia... the world around me is becoming a place where i really think that i don't fit in any more i should like disappear or something but i miss some people far too much dying from the enormous unnecessary pressure that i'm putting on myself i wanna get away from all this crap shit {i wish my grass was emo so that it would cut itself}
Thursday, August 23, 2007
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12:06 AM
damn nice show...881...hohoho...though the 1st 20 or 30mins kanna block by the kuku tall lady infront...and then some more that whole group came late...and made alot of noises...like cannot find seat...then not enough seat...then in the middle of the show one of them the hp rang... 'shio bah zhang!!!' piangs...and the guy beside me shushed her...lol...and then got old ah ma talk damn loud on my right side...bth....some more is the nice nice emo part...grrr....then i cannot emo...wanna go buy the dvd liao...and soundtrack if there is stock...sing this is hokkien!!! hoho...wanna watch again... ONE HALF 一人一半 演唱： 伍家辉 词： 小寒 曲： 范俊福 一人一半 感情不散 一人一素故 感情才会久 时光累积 安静的泪滴 一心去追 爱那么可贵 这样的人 这样地等 无非是 等个回应眼神 为爱反滚 不及伤痕 甘心为你一身都浮沉 这样的人 别笑我蠢 傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼 就算天冷 就算难残忍 等你想起这没用的人 一人一半 感情不散 已经找到爱 为何要离开 已经找到爱 为何要先开
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
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2:43 PM
you know how sometimes it seems like i wanna die from all the stupid shit...how come the reactions from you and me are different...i only i could just be like you...and just laugh everything off...i'll probably not die so early from high blood pressure or something... that barrier is getting higher and thicker and longer there's no way around it anymore
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2:12 PM
okayyy....sorry ting....i can't bring myself to do that thing you tagged me to do...cause i can't answer most of them...and i don't wanna write anything wrong...lala... `cause the truth hurts~
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1:49 AM
okayyyy...still feeling cranky lately...feels weird to be have people upstairs playing mahjong at this time of the hour...its like almost 2am...my goodness...anyway...bunch of my bro's frens doing crazy stuffs i guess...shall stay downstairs...think they laughing at me wearing that bear bear pyjamas!!! lalala... still feel that funny weirdness that i don't like...its a bad omen...invisibility...like i can disappear anytime...and nobody knows....hahaha....
Sunday, August 19, 2007
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2:40 PM
my horoscope for today in the sunday times seems kinda...erm... Sagittarius nov 22-dec 20 you're a little cranky, but that's just a sign that you need to slow down and process all the big emotional business that has been happening in your life lately. Try to find some quiet time to zone out or call a friend to confide in. hahaha...like i said in my previous post...i'm kinda cranky these few days...lala....
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2:06 AM
these few days haven been feeling too well...and feeling a little too cranky than normal too... ever wanted to do something but afraid of other things that are holding you back? i've been having this feeling for a very long time... i don't know what to do... and i just wanna avoid everything and just do things my way... just go ahead with my own dreams... but i can never go ahead on my own... guess deep down... i'm just a coward... i want my earpiece!!!
Saturday, August 18, 2007
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5:00 PM
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3:12 PM
   yesterday went swensens for dinner...4As people treated us...heh...damn damn fun day sia...woohoo!! let me see...kelvin, jass, jannah, bee hong, sarah, miss noor, wee kim, eric, weiting, serene, yani, yen-lyng and me...haha...that eric sat beside me and he is so super chi ko pek can...lol...then sarah came later and he saved a seat for her beside him...piangs...bth...and he keep doing his '小姐...要菜还是要我呀?' peh peh face...ytd laugh until almost puke out the food...that yl is best lah...she can ask who is eric... -.- she probably only remembers khoon kiat thats why...lol...anyway...all of us ate 500bucks worth of food...bee hong paid for it..thanks!!! such a nice person...lol...and eric and weekim bought us gifts!!! woohoo... =p
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3:05 PM
argh!!! damn irritated...but i can only blame myself for my stupidity...yesterday i left my 2 thumbdrives and my earpiece in my pants pocket and my aunt washed it this morning...everything went liao...and i dunno how did the thumbdrive the metal part bend out sia...and im gonna be music-less...dammit...how to tahan...the earpiece cost 68 bucks if im not wrong...argh...my aunt say if cannot listen...nxt wk she will go help me buy a new one...haiz...but i still sian diao lah...i shall not think about it...at least its not my hp that has gone into the washing machine...my aunt still say my handphone quite you yuan (fated) with water hor... -.= tml i must bai bai liao...think this is not a good month for me...
Friday, August 17, 2007
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12:08 AM
my goodness...i'm (*#$!(*&$ tired...havent had much sleep for the past 3 days...and was only home at only 8am this morning...stayed up in school the whole night to burn and last minute edit stuff...crowbar thingy is finally done!!! my goodness!!! but i haven even done my biography...dammit...i shall go sleep now and continue doing it tomorrow... its the lack of sleep that results in the crankiness...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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10:22 PM
omg...i haven gone home yet since monday sia...and im still chionging the crowbar stuff...its is now 10.30pm...waiting for wt to export the stuff again and bring it down to burn into dvd sia...dammit...hope the jasmine don't come so early...arghhh....even the Technical Officer has left for home...piangs..i wanna go home sleep lah...and i needa finish up my andy lau biography...shit...but tomorrow have to be down at marina mandarin at 10m for the filming of the crowbar workshop presentation...my body is suffering sia...today only ate a bowl of instant noodles...and a packet of chicken rice, which the nice boss of the advertising company 4As bought for us...i wanna die...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
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12:17 AM
wah piang eh...super irritated leh...my aunt say liking blue color is tom boy...cause its not a feminine colour...wah lau eh...so old fashioned thinking can...blue is like neutral colour can...don't tell me guys will like baby blue hor...i mean normal guys...and now alot of guys wear pink loh...piangs...talk to her can puke blood...but actually i quite used to it liao...she always saying i very tomboy...i'm not those typical girly-girls can...and i don't like guys who think that all girls must be sweet and demure and like pink can...and those guys likes xiao mei mei who speaks like miee lurbb euixx norhhxx....you all can go die please...and guys who speak like that should die 10 times worse.. =)
Saturday, August 11, 2007
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11:44 PM
我们的彼此相爱早已不存在了 just some random thoughts... i just made another email...leongjeananne@hotmail.com...lol...cause jean881@hotmail.com raised many questions yesterday when i gave my email to the people at 4As...lol...but then i dunno if i should just switch to that email for my msn...since there are so many people in my contacts that i never talk to and i lazy to delete...haha...i think i only talk to 5 people at most in my list sia...so sad...lol...anyway the new email got 2GB of space...maybe for me to send all the random emails there to keep...lol...im kinda tired...but happy...finally got to meet up with poop...she'll probably kill me if she sees this though...  =)
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1:16 AM
wah piang eh...today i walking to school that time hor...i walked under the HDB flats area from anderson sec there to school...then under the HDb got those staircase de right...then sometimes like must walk nearer than can see it staircase mah...cause there's this big wall blocking....then i was happily listening to my music...then when i was about 10 steps away...i saw a lady like run out from the stairs...then shocked me a little...then i just ignore her...thinking it was nothing...then as i walk even nearer...and i could see the stairs already...i saw this uncle like 40 plus jump down from the stairs...then he was adjusting his pants quickly...like he just pull up his pants quickly de...then he looked at me with a super shocked face...then when he was like adjusting his pants...he stare at me looking damn shocked and like almost running away towards the carpark...and i happened to look down at his crotch...and his you-know-what is standing!!! omfg...if i had walked a little softer and not dragged my feet...i could probably have totally shocked him and myself by seeing him maybe wanking on the stairs or something...piangs...and it was so damn obvious that he was doing something illegal can...he probably didn't wear underwear too...cause it was such and obvious bulge...my goodness...then i suddenly remembered the lady running down from the stairs...then i faster look around for her sia...but don't have....omg...wonder what were they two were together de...and it was only 3 plus in the afternoon!!! what the hell is wrong with them lahH!!! today the people from crowbar thingy came to school...came to see the video and see the template...did more ideas and stuff...hoho...khoon kiat is damn nice can...he bought us dinner...haiz...such nice people...advertising people are damn good lah...friendly and fun and super nice...but i should not have eaten mcwings...i can feel my throat starting to burn a little...and the air from my nose kinda hot too...so gonna fall sick lah...sian...and i eat everything also quite bitter...haiz...have to rest early...its 1.30am now...-.-
Thursday, August 09, 2007
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3:36 PM
i think i'm a little crazy...yesterday i sat at the bus interchange for about half an hour and stared at the 138 bus queue getting longer and longer and then i missed 2 buses just so that i could have a place to sit on the bus...haha...and i saw this weird uncle and auntie couple sitting at the waiting area again...i dunno see them how many times liao...alot of times at amk bus interchange and also once at toa payoh...piangs...and they like having and affair or something lah...the auntie wears sunglasses de...and they always drink liang teh...and then always listen to music, each one listen one side...like those young couple in love...lol...so like hug here hold hands...funny but somehow cute also...lol...but then yesterday i think they quarrelled and the auntie just walked out of the interchange towards the carpark and the uncle follow far behind...lol... haiz...yesterday was so emo...all the happy couples...lol...its cool to observe people... =p
Sunday, August 05, 2007
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1:14 AM
it's you who is keeping me sane every single night someone like you is a gem in itself i could feel you by my side when i needed someone thank you
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
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11:32 PM
Each player starts off with ten weird things, habits or little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged must write on their blog about their ten weird things, habits or little known facts about themselves as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people, tag them and list them in your blog. No tag backs! So here's mine: 1. i fear tall heights, flying cockroaches and rats. 2. i suck at studying and remembering stuff. got short term memory =/ 3. i like to be around friends 4. i live to eat =) 5. i like to smell things...i think that's a habit.... 6. scriptwriting is a gift, not a skill, which i don't have. 7. i'm always broke because i spent too much on food. 8. i miss my best friend 9. i have very few friends...but all are very cherished...lalala... 10. i like cats but i don't like them to bua my bare legs??? So, I'm tagging: noone to tag....all has been tagged by ting...haha...
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this was the original photo taken on the night of the Crowbar Awards =)