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Monday, July 28, 2008
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8:47 PM
'someone to be there just in case, to help me home, you know, after.... you're my person'
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1:15 AM
to cut or not to cut. my hair is irritating me.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
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4:58 PM
and so i was pretty drunk yesterday after the wrap party. which was why i couldn't make it to clarke quay. sorry ting i didn't message you. i slept 4 hours. stupid alcohol in my body is making my body clock cranky. cause i woke up at 6am and cannot go back to sleep. crazy meet ups these 2 days. i'm glad. =)
Friday, July 25, 2008
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1:45 AM
i think my stomach is disagreeing with me. cause i eat tom yam soup at 1am. haha. anyone knows of any nice food places where i can chill out? organising farewell meetups for myself is depressing. i hate to leave like this.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
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2:04 AM
because i still think of you.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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1:03 AM
you know, things wouldn't have turned out this way if i had put in more effort in keeping this up. determined as i am to save this, there isn't much i can do about it. as the overused yet ever so true saying goes: it takes 2 hands to clap. it's all in the heart. it's only if you want to hide it or show it. and yes. i still want my friends to think of me and miss me for who i am even if i'm 6076km away from singapore. cause you all know i will miss every single one of you. it's not the amount of time we spent together. it's the memories that you all left with me. i might start up a new blog before i go aussie if i'm not too lazy. for my parents and other people who care to see what's going on with me in aussie. cause there are some things in this blog that are not meant for my parent's eyes. but i'll still update my true feelings on this blog. false front or not, that's me. and why i'll still update this blog is because of all the people who are in it. all the people i mentioned and all the faces who appeared in here. everytime i fire up my firefox, my blog opens up as my homepage and i see the people who left a footstep in my life. it makes my heart flutter. to know it's alive with all of you guys inside.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
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6:36 PM
i seriously don't know how to pack my freaking luggage. there's too much things. i'm not going there for 1 week. it's 1.5 years. freaking hell. mass confusion in the last week of july.
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1:54 PM
went phuture yesterday with eleine and jacky and my sister was there too. for her friend's birthday bash. in the end i was hanging out with jacky for abit at zouk cause he hates the music at phuture. haha. but then eleine has a little seh and all so she didn't want to go zouk. and then my sister came to find me at 2 plus danced and some shit happened. stupid eleine spilled drinks on me AGAIN. she always does that man. wth. and then her crazy friend who was damn drunk cause he downed i dunno how many shots of black label(i think), he threw this jug full of water that he was holding at my leg. i'm glad i was sitting on the chair man. so i only got splashed on my knees and abit on my shoe. eleine's friend got splashed like the whole of her left side and her shoes were wet. lol. she also quite sway cause when eleine spilled drinks on me she also kanna. haha. yes. and i understand why everyone is so shocked when they see me and my sister. nobody could have guessed she's my sister.  oh well. another one of those days. nobody knows. Labels: clubbing
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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1:04 PM
"Nineteen" by Tegan & Sara I felt you in my legs Before I even met you And when I laid beside you For the first time I told you I feel you in my heart, And I don't even know you Now we're saying Bye, bye, bye Now we're saying Bye, bye, bye I was nineteen (Call me) I felt you in my life Before I ever thought to Feel the need to lay down Beside you And tell you I feel you in my heart, And I don't even know you And now we're saying Bye, bye, bye Now we're saying Bye, bye, bye I was nineteen (call me) I was nineteen (call me) Flew home, Back to where we met Stayed inside I was so upset Cooked up a plan, So good except I was all alone You were all I had Love you You were all mine Love me I was yours right I was yours right I was nineteen (call me) I was nineteen (call me)
Saturday, July 12, 2008
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5:05 PM
pack luggage 2 weeks before flight hair cut 1 week before flight hide in a corner and cry 1 day before flight and stop spamming my own blog.
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1:05 PM
it's too fast. i'm not even anticipating, cause there's still that fear in me. everything is flying past me in a flash. please skype me? cause my msn cannot use video? my throat is killing me. i can't even swallow my saliva without cringing in pain. how i which i can accumulate all the saliva and then spit out at once. haha. i know it's disgusting. but it hurts like hell. will drinking too much give you sore throat? at least i'm not as crazy as someone to finish drinking 4 jugs of green tea whisky. and then be only slightly drunk. stop doing this to me. i thought i had you out of my mind. now it's killing me again. 3 more weeks 21 more days to another place to a foreign land to aussieland to melbourne to swinburne.alone.
Friday, July 11, 2008
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2:01 PM
NDP 2008 Theme song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMkgAjDru_g (chinese version by Joi Chua) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAhQ9oNXzAs&feature=related (english version by Hardy Mirza) i pa-ed for this video! and i was the DJ for the studio scenes! the part where joi and hardy are singing alone. haha. i still like the chinese version better. more meaningful and touching.
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1:14 PM
had hey hey hotpot yesterday with eleine. and the food was quite nice. the restaurant is owned by terence cao and we got to see him there yesterday. haha. after that we walked down to clarke quay and then went to dbl O. it was another one of those crazy drunk nights. oh well, and i wasn't the dead drunk one. and she freaking got lost in the sea of malays. she followed a group of malays and i couldn't find her after that. was kinda the last one to leave after i managed to collect her bag even though i didn't have her bag tag. went outside looking for her cause the guy called her handphone to tell me she's outside. and then she's nowhere to be seen. all i see is malays sitting everywhere. and i called like 20 over times to the guy and no one picked up. so i walked around the freaking building and across the road like i dunno how many times. then i finally saw the guy and he tell me that she's over at the atm. and when i got there no one is there. and someone else called and say that my friend is with him. wah piangs. and so i waited there for like 10-15mins and i finally saw her like walking zigzag towards me. haha. sent her home again despite her pleas. stupid girl man. she promised to send me home if i got drunk. and look who got drunk first. haha. maybe it's time to put a tracker on her man. and thanks to the few kind malay guys who took care of her while i was trying to find her. i'm feeling freaking hot now. seems like my arms are emitting heat. bah.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
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10:04 PM
going for steamboat tomorrow at paradis center tomorrow. hope no last minute back outs again. oh well. collecting new specs before that. hope the degree is right this time. i haven't packed my luggage for aussie. maybe i should start soon. but i don't know where to start.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
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9:17 PM
it kinda just dawned onto me that i have less than 1 month left in singapore. no exactly dawn onto me. cause it has always been on the back of my mind. but then it probably just only sank in when i realised that today is the 3rd. and i'll be leaving on the 2nd of august. it's too freaking fast. i haven't gotten down to packing my stuff. which i probably should start next week. and i just realised my flight on 2nd august is like 11.35pm? so i don't think many people can send me off. but since it's the saturday, i don't know. i might go into emo mode by the last week of july. haha.
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