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Monday, August 28, 2006
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10:16 PM
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天 睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的 我想你已表现的非常明白 我懂我也知道你没有舍不得 你说你也会难过我不相信 牵着你陪着我也只是曾经 希望他是真的比我还要爱你 我才会逼自己离开 你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开 为什么还要我用微笑来带过 我没有这种天份包容你也接受他 不用担心的太多我会一直好好过 你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开 为什么我连分开都迁就着你 我真的没有天份安静的没这么快 我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你 我根本不想分开 我根本不想分开 我根本不想分开 我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你 我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你 我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你 飞机已离开机场 你选择了前往你的方向 不再迷惘 忘了我们爱的过往 忘了我给你的伤 学会坚强 从前的我不懂你牺牲多大 为我失去朋友不讲 还放弃了所有梦想 觉得没怎样 不会将心比心去想 让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望 能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语 我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你 我想再重来一次 回到过去弥补你的伤 没那种事 怎么做才能够停止 后悔竟伤你如此 不再放肆 为何总到失去才懂的难过 当你在我身边的时候 总是为我默默守候 都是为我的错 错过这难得的拥有 就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走 能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语 我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你 i must treasure you... but how do i show it??? we don't even talk no more... it seems like we have nothing to talk about anymore... how to communicate??? =( i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno... very very very confused.... sad...........
Sunday, August 27, 2006
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10:23 PM
omg...wkends are super boring....blahhhhhh....crap....haha...but today was fun...ate alot of rubbish...and spent quite abit of money oso...haha... come to think of it...if fri i went home at 9 plus it would have been nice...haiz...i would surely be shocked...haha...blahhh... lazy to write...anymore stuff...gonna watch who's line is it anyway...freaking funny...gonna force myself to slp early today... and my laptop battery is being recalled back by Apple...dammit...=( `the wait was all worth it~
Saturday, August 26, 2006
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12:25 AM
 omg...so happy!!! wkends free again!!! 2day finished the drama...omg...finally...the 2 guys dam cute!!! haha...good actors too man...thankz so much...though they were strangers...heh heh...feel quite accomplished today....and we even stayed in skool until lyk 11pm 2 film some "pond"... heh heh...omg...so fun lah...shiqin is pimp man!!! LOL...look dam funny!!! and we wore uniform!!! hehe...paparazzi uniform...=x...  woohoo~~~ and then we go video ourself doing lame stuff...like peeing into the pond...shiqin being a pimp...and stupid crap...LOL...i shall go edit now...WEEEEE~~~ looking forward to sat (LATER) and sunday!!! woohoo~~~ and y din you tell me you were waiting for me?? at least give me a hint mah...and u waited until 10.30...n i din even go hm so early...=x im so sorry....
Sunday, August 20, 2006
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9:19 PM
 Care for a GIANT Pocky??? haha..i dunno hw 2 spell sia...and i think tis is the pirated version of pocky...its frm thailand...haha...and they call it chocky...mayb cox its so big when u eat can get choke...hur hur...not very funny...-.= and hor...its longer than a chopstick sia...i shall bring a few 2moro and challenge ting 2 do that thingy she always does with the pocky stick...the thingy in the advert...yah...
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3:55 PM
friday...wee teng, shiqin, ting and serene came 2 crash my house...to watch movie wan...but den my living room the player only can play vcd sia...=( den i wanted to use my dad's rm...but den i dunno how 2 operate his hi-fi stuff sia...=x so end up crashing my aunt's room...haha...the movie Click is funny!!! hehe... was kinda tired ytd...so i din intend 2 go jon's party...bt den...still had to go out meet him...cox 2dae i dun wan go out...mama sure won't let wan...bt ytd was nice...though i had to wait for 45mins...=x...The Break-Up was nice...funny movie...haha...touching 2...i like jennifer aniston!!!! she's funny and sexy!!!! haha...=x really really bored nw!!! cannot do anything sia...=x nth 2 do oso...
Saturday, August 19, 2006
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3:39 PM
PEK CHEK!!! i feel like going back to sleep...forget everything that happened...
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3:25 PM
u carn u make all the decisions??? i hate making decisions...blahhhh....stressed enuff liao cannnn....
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12:29 AM
haiz...finally 1/3 parts of the studio project is done...but somehow don't have that man zhu gan feeling...mayb cox we din manage to do it to perfection...and i think im stressing ting...=x haha...cox i really cannot be SD...i will really cock up the whole thing like hell...thankz so much ting...for changing post with me...=x well...i did AD...though its like not really alot of stuff to do in the sense...only maybe to call for the recording to start and stuff...but also got sequence wan loh...and then practise so long i still feel very nervous...=( and still say wrong thing during the recording...and had to restart the whole thing because of me...=( im sorry ppl...im scared i will cock up in all my other roles also...i wish i was cameraman or something...then probably i won't have to talk or command people...which makes me super nervous...or staying as VT is good also...cause i like the video tape machine...hehe...=x argh...i just dun wanna screw up the whole production...i also don't understand why i get so nervous when i'm commanding... wonder how did i become Peer Support Leader in sec skool and also Patrol Leader for guides sia...is lyk i cannot ask ppl do stuff or command people wan loh...n i dun have good leadership skills wan loh...crap...just don't understand... i get so nervous that i can even feel myself shaking loh...from fright...though it looks like im shaking from the cold...haha..but deep down my heart is like beating dam fast... =/ any way 2 overcome my fears??? =( i think im really nervous that i keep forgetting stuff also...i worry about screwing up real bad that i become forgetful...even just now i just saw the list of my post for the next 2 wks and then 5mins ltr i 4get le... =( wads wrong??? maybe im just really stressed up...im still afraid...blah...i dun lyk studio production...must be on the ball and very focused and timing must be dam good...haiz...
Saturday, August 12, 2006
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1:33 PM
Thank You for the sushi and everything you've done for the past few days...the stuff you do for me even though its out of your way...thankz...
Thursday, August 10, 2006
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10:59 PM
haha...played soccer i skool again sia...hehe...so fun!!! we went to the tennis court to play today...haha...now got muscle ache sia...my calf muscles are dam tired...haha...and im still super tired...mayb i shud go slp early today sia...also got nothing to do sia...cannot do after effects...dun haf the program....hopefully can finish by tomorrow sia...haha...tomorrow gonna go skool do work again...haha...den play soccer also sia..=x these few days keep exercising sia...just because we found a soccer ball sia...haha...so funny...we all signed on it!!! =p and amy spoiled it...stupid girl...=x should i go sleep already??? wait for his reply so long le...maybe he sleep liao sia...or should i msg him again sia...sian...=/
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1:18 AM
crazy great day!!! cam-whored lyk nobody's business!!! zi lian!!! haha...now im broke...left 10 bucks 4 the rest of the mths sia...how can it be...=x lazy write more...another tym den...gonna go slp le...=p
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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12:14 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CRAZY BEST FRIEND!!! hehez... hope you have fun today and be happy always...=p wee~~~ meeting 2moro!!! i think its gonna be very memorable...lol...its 18th loh!!! 18 is matured!!! 18 can watch M18 shows!!! 18 is considered young adult!!! haha...there are so many things you can do when you are 18 sia...i still gotta wait for a few more months sia...about 4 more months...haiz...=x haha... wOoTs~~~
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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12:41 AM
lazy to blog nowadays...=x and sleeping late too...that's bad for my health...haha...today is quite a nice day...did quite a bit for the MTV...on the right track...yea!!! i "skated" around orchard on the trolley...haha...quite fun...LOL...how are you my friend...haha...-.=
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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12:21 AM
yeah!!! today was quite slack and fun...haha...we made alot of noise in train...and everywhere else...attracted alot of attention...haha...=p recce...walk alot...from raffles place to suntec to city hall to ps to orchard...haha...but i think tomorrow i will still be very blur...i not sure about the sequence also...must ask them...haha...2moro is so called the 1st outdoor shoot...more professional one loh...in orchard road and at bugis...gotta ask strangers to help out and stuff...haha...2moro shud be quite fun....but hafta do alot of things...and still got alot of deadlines coming up...3D modelling and script and the MTV this wk...nxt wk is broadcast graphics and web design and the advert...sian... looking forward to sat sia...heh heh...
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