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Monday, December 31, 2007
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11:21 PM
it's new year in about half an hour...and i'm blogging at home...how sad...lol...wanted to go out today...but then 'no one' to go out with...not exactly no one...but cause the only one who was so free and asked me out was a weirdo...but oh well...i'd rather stay home then...it's kinda boring to be home...it's not that i don't want to go out alone also...but then going out on new year's eve to anywhere would just be crazy...there will be hordes of people everywhere...no way i'll be caught among everyone sia... my dad suggested going out to mustafa sia...but my mum was too tired... =/ so it's countdown at home...with my sis...sian... shall blog again next year!!! =p AND here's to everyone whom I've yet to meet!!! CHEERS EVERYONE!!! till next year!!!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
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10:13 PM
KILL ME NOW!!! it was like 8 hours of agony and awkwardness...actually is something like that bah...watched redline...not too bad...pool was okay also...saw quite a fair bit of sec school people...but anyway...i still wanna die...i dunno what to say...it was okay somewhat...but bad also...just another bad repetition...there's nothing to talk about...and he could ask me that...man... just made me miss someone else so much more =(
weird ass name @
11:44 AM
i just watched Moonface on Kids Central...and it's kinda funny and scary...lol...but my Kids Central is abit blurry and got noise...sian...when it ended i tried to see if i was credited...and yes...i sure saw my name....as 'Jean Anne Leong' !!! not again!!! =( something for ting to laugh at again eh...the bane of having such an ang mo-ish weird name and the no chinese name!!! but Jean Anne Leong is weird cann!!! please credit me as Leong Jean Anne leh...jal is like japan airlines...man...but well...at least they credit me as Production Assistant...better than none... oh well...i fear 2pm...im gonna die...=/
Friday, December 28, 2007
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11:55 PM
thanks poop for accompanying me to play pool today...and also shopping...lol...though i suck badly today...lol...hope dinner wasn't to awkward...and good luck with that report...jiayous... yay!!! i'm a happy kid!!! i bought another pair of pants!!! and 2 t-shirts...heh...i've been lots of white tees lately...mmm...I WON"T DIRTY IT!!! LOL...think more positive and it will happen right?? supergirl??? =p shopping with mum is good...she pays!!! heh... btw poop...this was the pic i sent to you the other day...  =)
Thursday, December 27, 2007
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11:29 PM
Soulmate Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone cause my wasted heart will still love you
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10:22 PM
  I'M EVIL!!! heh heh! i took this yesterday actually...but lazy to post it...this 2 guys were sitting infront of me at the bus interchange...and touchy-feely...lol...when the bus came and the guy infront turned...the guy behind touched his back and kinda like 'push' him...you get my meaning ya...haha...it was quite nice actually...nice open couple...i support!!! =D cass will kill me if she sees this though...=p
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10:04 PM
went to register for basic theory test today...and the earliest we could take is 24th march... =( that's like so damn long can...and then i wanna chiong to pass everything by july...TING!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! lol...and today ting is crazy...spend money again...tsk tsk...she saw a bag so so love...she had to find another item just so that she could get the 50% off both items...lol...and she accompanied me to play pool cause i suddenly had that urge to play...hehe...thanks! gonna get addicted to pool soon sia...i played for about 3 hours and still could not get enough of it...jialat...playing at IFW and at the K Pool is kinda damn different...lol...got nice music some more...anyway...it's holiday until tues! i'm bored at home...shall go pool...LOL...if only i had a pool table at home...imagine how much i can save...I NEED MONEY!!! falling backkkk in someone pull me out!!!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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11:29 PM
today is a bad day... everything went wrong...well not everything...but at least most of the things wasn't right... i walked so much my thigh is aching badly... first was i had to go to buangkok to take something from the editor before going to the office... after that i had to walk to duxton road to collect something... then after that walk to Mediacorp TV 12 to give something to Kids Central...which i lost my way and walked until raffles place mrt...then walk all the way back to tanjong pagar and realised that the place is actually quite near the mrt...but i made a wrong turn... =( now i can't walk properly...and people stare at me when i walk weirdly... then went back to office and had to copy 32 copies of a disc...and i only managed to copy 10 in the time span of about 3 hours...tomorrow have to go back to copy the rest...no holiday sia...sian...i'm supposed to go register for driving test tomorrow with my sis wan loh... =/ after work...went to bugis wanting to get that handphone pouch...but then no more the design that i've been eyeing...stupid me...should buy it a few days before christmas when i saw it... =( i walked for about 3 hours...went to look for bags...i still want to see crumpler...but i dunno where's the shop sia...=/ saw a bag that small and nice...but don't dare ask the guy...he like following my around the shop sia...scary...having a earpiece plugged into your ear is good...people won't dare approach me...heh... bought a watch for my aunt...christmas present...and i still owe my dad a present...he always never get any present sia...quite sad...so i make sure i must get something for him this year... and i found a song by avril lavigne on youtube while i was in office...and it's like speaking to me... Get Over It - Avril Lavigne Slipping down a slide I did enjoy the ride Don't know what to decide You lied to me You looked me in the eye It took me by surprise Now are you gratified You cried to me La, la, la, la, la Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it When I was feeling down You'd start to hang around And then I found your hands all over me And that was out of bounds You filthy rotten hound It's badder than it sounds, believe me La, la, la, la, la Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it Hey, you gotta get over it Hey, you gotta get over it It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it You'll have to get over it even avril is telling me to get over it... =(
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
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12:38 AM
It's christmas!!! but i only got 1 present this year... but anyway...christmas isn't really about presents....it's about the fun!!! food and relatives coming...and the holiday of course...and my cousin solved the internet problem...so i can now blog from downstairs!!! and i'm sitting infront of the television!!! this is so cool!!! it's been a long time...it's holidays!!! i've got this thurs and friday off too!!! so it'll be a damn long holiday again....cause next monday is supposed to be a holiday...office closed...and then tues is new year!!! woohOO!! THANKS FARAH!!! and i realised that iap portal hasn't been letting me log in...so i can't update...it's not my fault that i don't wanna update...it's that there's something wrong so i can't log in...lol... lat christmas i gave you my heart the very next day you gave it away this year to save me from tears i'm giving it to someone special MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!! ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS!!!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
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2:05 AM
tml is the wake...or rather in 9 hours time...but then i'm scared...cause my period just come and its supposedly not okay...i don't wanna attract wrong things... -.= i'm trying so hard to phase you out... but i just keep falling back in...
Saturday, December 22, 2007
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4:08 AM
freaking gastric pain is killing me just when i want to sleep i only have 5 hours left stop killing me!!!
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4:04 AM
feeling so fucking sad cause you don't fucking care i need a hug ='(
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12:26 AM
oh man...my proucer finally gave me holiday!! and she's so nice to give me thurs and fri off next week so that i can have a super long weekend again next week...so technically i only need to go back on wed if the other girl at the office needs me help...yay!!! but then i'm so free but i dunno what i can do...cause no one else is free... -.- i really need to learn driving... =( TAXI FARE SUCKS BLOOD MORE THAN MOSQUITOS AT ROCHESTER PARK!!! i'm starting to feel depressed again...man...it's the damn festive mood...but not really also...cause my grandmother's sister-in-law just passed away yesterday...and i liked that relative sia...she was always so happy and strong...man...i feel sad...
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
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1:17 AM
i went office at 12 plus...and then i spent 2 hours doing nothing...wanted to blog but people keep wanting to use my com to burn cds...so i ended up reading science experiment books and 'Digital Producer's Handbook'...lol...then my producer saw me....and then she asked me why i am at work...so she chased me go home...cause i wasn't supposed to go work today...so i went united square to meet my mum and then went home to go out again for dinner...celebrate my sis's good results...and i ate so many oysters im having stomachache now i think...cause the last 3 oysters i ate were warm...lol...and so...i just reached home...its 1.20am...lol...cause we went mustafa after dinner...and my sis and bro got watches for christmas...150 bucks watch...and i've got no present... =( and my producer giving me next week off!!! yay!!! cause i've been working so hard to help clear up that house at Rochester Park...hehe...i hope she remembers...then it'll be a damn damn long holiday for me...though holiday before christmas would be more fun than afer christmas... =/ better than nothing...
Friday, December 14, 2007
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3:34 AM
went to IFW today...and went home at 2am...it was fun...after a freaking long day of walking alot to look for props...i feel damn drained...haiz..and i have to wake up in 3 hours time...i wonder if i should sleep...cause now im wide awake...if i do something...if i go to sleep i wont have enough rest and will feel damn damn tired tml morning....sian... i sense animosity
Thursday, December 13, 2007
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12:46 AM
goodness...im dead beat lah...and i slept on set again... =/ i worked for 17 hours sia...i want die sia...and then just now i was falling asleep in the taxi when the taxi was turning into the yio chu kang rd lane quite fast...as in he didn't stop...cause the opposite direction just nice red light...so he turned...and then got one stupid ass car drove so fast right infront of us lah...i was shocked lah...until i was damn wide awake...siao wan lah...i didn't even get a change to turn my head to see what car is that sia...stupid ass car...the driver didn't even like flash at us to warn or what lah... tomorrow no shoot day!!! but have to go out buy props...blahh...i hope i finish everything early!!! then i can watch alvin and the chipmunks!!! man...im crazy...but still...producer has been pretty nice to me...but the pm still sucks ass...she can't do a proper schedule...and up till today the schedule for friday's shoot is still wrong...and she never send me the final one...piangs lah...then if producer ask her why got this in the schedule or why is this here not there...she will get damn pissed and then like tsk tsk tsk everyone...ehh...hello...its your own fault for not checking properly can...she can even put 2 same scenes at different times of the day lah....she got pissed when i asked her loh...and she still treats me like her maid...jean...can you help me get a plastic bag to put this and then find a place to keep it??? when obviously i'm moving stuffs into the van can....i dunno you blind or just plain stupid...you don't want help me carry into the van still want me to help you....wait long long...and then i say i doing something you just left the cloths on the chair and then sat down on the sofa and stare at ceiling...tmd...you walk past me so many times and seeing me carry stuff to and fro the van you didn't even want to help carry one plastic bag...my goodness...why got such horrible people lah....makes me miss my friends more sia...
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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12:36 AM
went to watch Enchanted alone at jubilee...cause i ended work early today...like 7 plus...and cause i just don't have enough friends to ask to watch with me...haha...oh well...anyway...i went to arcade to kill time while waiting for the movie to start...so i played mindless games and i can't even survive for 3mins...lol...man...i really suck sia...i just wasn't in the best of moods...mood swings sia...but then i was quite depressed already by then...cause well...apparently i remembered something wrong...blahh...i don't even know what i'm talking about... the show's quite nice...how the live action and animated characters look so similiar and how they blend together so well...but at the end...it just made me feel empty...haha...here goes emo me again...well...the whole cinema had less then 10 people...and 6 of then is a whole family...little kids and maid and parents...and then got a couple...and i was alone behind everyone...so i think when lights on...everyone was kinda looking at me like i'm so kuku sia...especially the couple...but anyway...i just stared back at them...ohh...and then before the movie started there's this 3 indian boys sitting behind me...and i was wondering like why they will watch Enchanted lah...its like so not a guy's kinda show...some more 3 of them sia...and then they sat though the adverts and stuff...and when the show started...the animation appear only they started making alot of noises...and i was wondering....mmm...i think they came into the wrong theater...haha...and then...true enough...they walked out lah...so i was thinking they quite stupid or just plain blind...lol...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
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8:17 PM
 Damn depressing. So much that i pity myself. Just cant shake off that feeling. Feeling damn emo and sad. Damn you girl, you finish work early and you got nothing to do. Dumbass.
Monday, December 10, 2007
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11:15 PM
blahhh...today went back to the house to set up the place and rooms for the shoot tomorrow...and when my producer was nailing in the nail to hold up the curtains...she hit one of the nails too hard and it sparked...shocked me sia...and then when putting up the twine around the nail...the nail suddenly flew out and nearly hit me sia...wah piangs...luckily i went back to school to sign the school's insurance already sia...anyway...after that i went to ps to look for some props...and i realised that people don't use safety pins one sia...nowhere sells safety pins lahh...piangs...they only have those baby cute cute ones...and i ate my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 9plus...at long john silver sia...have been craving for Carl's Junior...but then it was quite crowded...i walked past and i saw people waiting for seats...so eating alone there would have been weird...but anyway...i think i just made my ulcer bigger by eating LJS with double fries...it hurts like hell and i can't open my mouth without it hurting... my producer is funny and nice to me...yay...i hope after this project ends i won't be bullied in the office...and she says i may not have to work on sat and sundays when the project ends!!! woohoo!!! and the project ends this week!!! looking forward to this saturday when it ends...heh...i heard i may have to send out dvds to the talents when the editing and stuff is done...so fun...at least better than sitting in the office or sending clothes out of drycleaning...but maybe i have to clean up the props area of the office...its so damn messy sia...want find props also so difficult...but i don't like to clear that place...cause its so messy and dusty...my nose starts running away...
Saturday, December 08, 2007
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1:27 AM
went back to school to meet mr soren tan...and i did a damn stupid thing...oh well...anyway...met winston, amy and shiqin...all still looking the same...haha... man...today went back to office and sat there the whole of almost 4 hours to do up the accounts...and i finally got my money back...it was damn tiring sia...and then i had to rewrite everything so many times...gosh...i hate doing accountings sia...after that i went sk...yay...finally...haha...the deliference there sucks...like hell...i chose 3 things and all don't have...damn you...then spoil my mood...cause i was looking forward to dinner...blahh...and then they forgot the fish and wedges that we ordered lah...piangs...stupid...and then 15mins later they told us they were closing...stupid people...if you did forget our order we won't be still sitting there right...we waited 45mins lah...piangs...stupid stupid stupid...and my bodyache getting worse...and tml i have a whole load of crap to bring to location...i shall get a cab sia...and tml sure jam packed tml sia...sian...damn sian... off to sleep soon...
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
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12:41 AM
freaking hell...please let this project faster end...its supposed to end on the 15th of dec lah...faster faster...i have absolutely no contact with the outside world man...i don't know what is happening with all my friends at their iap...and i know i'm damn tired and drained...today i slept while sitting upright...i was doing some accounts and i just fell asleep...while still holding my pen...piangs...and then i don't eat well...cause i have to buy food for everyone...and carry until my hands breaks...by the time i come back to the house...im just too sian to eat...and today i bought a 7 bucks nasi lemak from holland village...but thie crew ate it... =( and i had to eat morning's leftover nasi lemak...now my stomach hurts...and i have to wake up in 5 hours to buy breakfast for everyone...so i shall go sleep now... i miss so many people... =(
Monday, December 03, 2007
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12:11 AM
YAYYY!!!! tomorrow's finally a day that i don't have to take orders from people asking what they want to have and going out to buy meals for them...and end up breaking my arms...woohOOO!!! but is only 1 day...haiz...tuesday continue production again...=( i hope farah returns me the 200plus bucks...then i can go shopping...and i wanna watch movie...anyone??? haha...today i went shopping at AMK hub...and end up buying useless stuffs...lol...but it was nice...retail therapy...haha... anyway...sis is coming back today...as in on monday at 7plus in the morning i think...so i've been promoted back up to sleep on the top bunk...1 more person that i won't be seeing much of...oh well... night... .stop gnawing at my heart.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
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3:08 PM
 Fuck..i got to work on a sat and im treated like trash..this is the first fucked up day this wk..i had to carry this load of food and drinks cause the director told me to get lunch ytd..bt actually my producer said dun haf to..cause cast call is at 12..and then today the director came and he said hes not hungry cause he ate something before coming..and than for the past 5 days he ask for kopi-o so i purposely buy 4 him today..then he drank milo peng instead..cause he say 'kopi-o not everyday drink, got mood one' ass lah..
and another person, who's nt even very high rank, n likes to order me around..she saw the taxi coming into the house and knowing dat i have to carry alot of stuffs..she totally ignored me and dont even want to help me carry the stuff or close the cab boot lah..she jux disappeared into the house and then waited at the door to take the food to the kitchen..and she always gif excuses that she have no voice and ask me to call up casts and shit..then everytime u bedek cough cough abit..please lah..u can shout at the kids to behave themselves and you cant make a simple phone call? And stop ordering me around like im ur maid..jean arh take more newspapers..jean arh where's the masking tape..jean arh help me hold this..ass arh u no hands and legs arh..and most of the times im busy doing something else can..use ur eyes and brain also lah..moreover u are PM can..nt exactly very big..and im producer's assistant..nt production manager's assistant..
And the new grip today is shit also loh..when sticking up newspapers on the glass doors to cover up the light that is coming in..he scolded me and questioned if i was from film school..asshole..don't belittle people okay..and film schools don't teach ppl to stick newspapers to glass doors..
And the main point is..he scolded me cox i didn't want to tape it to the frame of the window..cause if tape liao in case want open then cannot open rite? So i told him that..then he replied in a use-ur-brain kinda voice..and said 'then want to open then come and think and remove lah'..idiot can..thats double work lah..and then he ask 'u from film school arh?' eh hello uncle..i think ur time no film school yet loh..
Ignore the above picture..thats our 'storeroom' at the hse..i had to post a picture so that i can write this post and send to my blog frm my handphone..
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