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Monday, July 31, 2006
=X @
12:12 AM
bang wall...stomachache from not eating lunch and dinner...now stomachache from eating too much...hur hur...and im still feeling very stressed...deadlines drawing nearer and nearer...blah blah...getting dizzy spells too...sometimes...haha...heng haven fainted yet...lol...
Friday, July 28, 2006
#%(@(#* @
12:02 AM
blah...i wanted to say alot of stuff but then i dun want to write too much very stressed...finished cp3 advert today...quite happy with it...my wrist hurts...dunno y...wadeva...too much work...too much stress... =(
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
OMG!!! @
11:01 PM
omg omg omg....im so soo sooo gan dong/touched...and speechless beyond words...haha...how could you do that!!! =x you actually took bus past my house...and reached your house...and then you took bus back...past your house and come back to my house???? oh my...to pass me some stuff and the vid...woohoo~~~ so dam happy sia...hehe...thank you soo soo much...what have i done to deserve such a great friend??? heh heh... =p thank God for someone like you in my life...heez...and you haven told me what program u used to make that video leh...haha... when u send me the video i almost teared loh...haha...that's why i looked away for a moment...haha...thank you so much...for all the trouble you go through just to make me happy again...hehe... =p and papa and mama coming back tomorrow around midnight!!! haha...woohoo~~~ but no sicko sisi...=x wth...i was so excited to write this post and i forgot all about my CSI!!! arhhh!!!! omg...-.= i think i need some ginko nuts...or can someone donate to me a little brains?? abit will do...haha...
Monday, July 24, 2006
=x @
11:19 PM
my eyes hurt really bad now...guess must be from all the staring at the tv from 7pm-now...haha...and these few days i've been staring at tv and com...and not doing any work... =( die lah...like that deadline i really going to be dead liao...and so much filming not done...editting and everything...omg...and i can't even find small kids to act for the advertisement...die lah... and im getting lesser of those gastric pains and chest pains already...yay!!! i've been eating my meals more regularly...woohoo~~~ `pray that ~mui+ is doing fine and happy everyday~ `pray that he does not overwork himself and get more sleep~ `pray that papa and mama comes home safely~ `pray that sisi is enjoying in perth~ `pray that everybody is happy including me~
Sunday, July 23, 2006
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12:49 AM
woOtS~~~ met ~mui+ today in the morning...haha...=p so cool!!! its been a wk since i last saw her also...haha...it was last sat when i met her at airport...haha.. =p today we went to do our work and also shop shop for some stuff...heh heh...but end up also never buy anything...haha...met some weirdos at starbucks where we did our work...there's this guy who looks like a girl and talks abit like a girl too...and he works at starbucks...and another lady who looks like a guy...but maybe face abit can tell is girl...but voice sounds like girl...haha...and she is a customer who knows the weirdo guy i think...they both were talking to each other sia...weird sight...-.= and then we walked to PS...kanna forced to eat some food...but then don't have...haha...then go to city hall that side got a 7 Eleven...so boh bian kanna dragged in to eat something...lol...ended up i ate a mashed potato, bowl noodles and a cup of iced lemon tea...haha...then walked to city link mall to see the Adidas shop... =p and then went off to meet my gu jie...haha... they picked me up at amk central and then we went back to my hse to pick my aunt up...and we headed to Sembawang Country Club...haha...first time i've been into a country club i think...lol...reminds me of rich people sia...always go there play golf like in those drama shows...haha...and i tried to play golf today!!! it was quite fun sia...but quite paiseh also...cause first time i touch a real golf club...the closest i got to a golf club before was those mini golf course kind in australia...haha...it was fun loh...cause even the clubs were much lighter and easier to handle...they are quite small also loh...really miniature of everything...18 holes some more... so today i hold the real thing my hands like veyr stiff like that sia...after awhile like got cramp in the fingers isa...must rest awhile then try again...haha...i still can't hit it straight...lol...first few times i try damn funny sia...i kept trying to hit but it either go over the ball and miss it...or i hit too far away from the ball...lol...it was a funny sight indeed...haha...then got a few times the ball just rolls down the slope...-.= and after that we went to the toilet...alamak...forgot to take photos!!! the toilet is sooo damn omg nice sia...its like a nice living room with massage chair and a whole row of mirror and table to do your hair and make up...even got hair dryers sia...the floor is carpeted come more sia...kinda reminds me of those back stage dressing room...haha...-.- haha...i like very sua ku like that sia...but really 1st time i see such nice toilet with air-con and magazine for you to read...haha... and then we ate dinner...dinner was nice...food was interesting...some were kinda my first time trying and not bad too...haha...=p bandung chin chao is nice...haha... AND AND AND!!! we saw something super weird in the ground beside where we were sitting!!! haha...anybody wanna gues??? sure cannot guess wan sia...cause you will never expect that kinda of thing to drop...lol...ITS............*drum roll* a bra padding!!!! LOL...i see liao almost burst out laughing...haha...pity the lady who dropped it...its gonna feel so unbalanced...heh heh... and then we came back home after eating loh and made a hotmail account for my gu jie...she so blur blur wan...lol...dunno she reach home liao still can remember how to use anot sia...haha...=p THANK YOU ~mui+ so much for making my day and making me happy...haha...=p wOoHoO~~~~
Saturday, July 22, 2006
OMG!!! @
10:26 PM
omg omg omg...how could i forget!!! yesterday was 21st...and i give you attitude!!! im so sorry!!! i think i had too much things on my mind...no wonder you wanted to meet me so badly...=x haiz...i didn't mean to hurt you or make you sad...=( please forgive me...
Friday, July 21, 2006
saddened.... @
11:32 PM
haiz...it wasn't meant to be...i don't want it to turn out this way...i've been hurting you unwittingly...i don't mean to always give you that sian sian look...but these few days i've been having really bad chest pains...i've been in lousy moods lately...being angry and pissed at the slightest things...i dunno why...but i hate it myself too...=( its been 1 wk since i saw him...but today i didn't even show that i was happy to see him...i kept having that stupid long black face...i dunno whats wrong...WHY!!! why do i have such weird mood swings and always in bad moods??? this wrong so wrong...im just hurting myself indirectly...the pain is coming back...=( i feel like stabbing myself...maybe yi du gong du will help??? hur hur hur...
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1:26 AM
shyt...i think there's something seriously wrong with me...i keep getting weird pains...today in school had very bad stomachache...and i thought partly because of the air-con...pain until at one point i could not do anything and i can't concentrate in class...luckily is 3D modelling... then now i have a very weird chest pain...dunno izzit can call chest pain not...its like at the base of my ribcage infront...when poke got a depression there that place... =( and it happened b4...last time...then now again...dunno izzit eat too much or something...i dunno...very pain...can't sleep...but very sleepy... :'( wan cry liao...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
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10:57 AM
shit...bad stomachache and super cold...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hai hai haiz... @
10:36 PM
sigh...i've been feeling really shitty these few days...i've been piling up my work...just refusing to do it for dunno what reason...tomorrow needa hand in 3D modelling...but i've not started and i don't even intend to do it...friday gotta hand in storyboard for the broadcast graphics opening sequence...and i haven even decided how i would want to do it...and the web design process page must be updated by friday...and i haven even take the pics...i don't even have my camera with me...=( my dad took to australia...haiz...im sooo gonna be dead...blah... i've been stuffing myself with food these few days...and that's very bad...=( sometimes i eat alot at one go and the next minute i have totally no appetite...thats what happened to my dinner...i cooked it and i only ate 2 mouths and i can't eat anymore...something wrong is going on inside me...there's a deeper meaning to everything...but i dunno what's going on...i don't understand myself...i dun understand the meaning of life...im too stressed up...=(
i need you by my side...i need you to bring a smile to my face...only you could understand me so well...sometimes you understand me more than myself...i'm with you~~
sian.... @
2:13 AM
haiz...im far behind time...tomorrow have to hand in the web design object...got the stupid exhibition...i just finished doing it...i hope it is an improvement from monday when i showed wen lei...i hope to get a B leh....at least can pull up my overall grade from...my assignment 1 grade was shit...sian...pray pray pray...and then still must do 3D modelling...hand in on thurs...which i haven even started...today i reached home so eary but i dunno wth i was doing...wasted half a day doing nothing...shyt...i cannot pile up my work already...how to do complete 3D modelling the whole body in 1 day sia!!! i will be genius already sia...and still have to hand in the storyboard for the broadcast by friday...and i haven even choosen the thingy...wth...how to record also sia...wah liew...and i hope all goes well tomorrow...good luck!!! must go sleep liao...if not super tired... `missing you~
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
=p @
12:27 AM
today ting's back at skool!!! she's gonna be alright soon right?? after 1 whole wk without her...maybe without her it feels kinda different...haha...hope she will be able to cope with her stuff...and all that...though i carn help her much....since im more slack than her...maybe she missed 1 wk of lessons still can catch up faster than me sia...haha...tried my best to help her out for her cine test and stuff..and alot of things happened too...used to be me, ting serene...known as the three muskateers(dunno how to spell)...we were like always around each other...haha...that's gonna change for the studio project...i hope everything still works out fine for studio project...now its kinda different already...i guess its bound to be like that...haiz...but anyway...i still need to get at least a 3 pointer...haiz...i promised my dad...=( sian...today's web design didn't go as well as i expected i think...haha...it was quite boring and today i've got overload of information sia...mr linus taught us Avid Pro...and alot of details and technical stuff...so was web design...wen lei taught us dreamweaver...haiz...sux...im lagging behind everybody...haven started in 3D modelling and its due on thurs....=( and web design is due on wed...stupid exhibition...dunno wad for...stupid stupid stupid... being creative has never been my strong point...wth... im gonna go crazy and cranky real soon...haiz...stress and skool work and everything...need an outlet...haha.... im missing all the people close to me...its been 5 long days...=(
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Feeling : =X @
11:02 AM
i dunno what i should be feeling now...haha...my sisi is flying off tonight liao...haha...to study sia...about 2 years i think...so prob the next time i will be seeing her is november when she has a semester break...haha...maybe i will miss her...haha... yesterday went out to PS to the Spotlight to buy some stuff for my web design project...it cost me about 22 bucks...wth...the stained glass thngy...i sure hope it works...if not i'll be wasting 22 bucks sia...sian...and now im not very sure how my final design will look like sia...i think it'll be quite weird...haha...jux hope my effort pays off and i dun get another D sia...sian...and i walked around PS and went to Times read book until very sian...waiting for ~mui+ to finish her stuff at school...walk until tired also...then no place to sit sia...so i went into the mrt there wait...haha... quite spas...some more it was peak period and the people chionging for trains and all that...then got alot of people who came out of the train almost bang into me sia...cause i sitting there while everyone else has gone into the train...lol...and then got tourist ask me how to go Mustafa sia...-.= tour guide again...some more her english wasn't good...then she speak like one word one word wan..."take go little india mustafa???" lol...then i reply her she also abit don't understand...i told her " mustafa is at farrer park not little india" then she got the blur blur look on her face...so i said "mustafa farrer park..." lol...and she understood...hahaha...she reply say "mustafa no little india?" then i shake my head...hahahaha... after that met up with ~mui+...and guowei also...haha...kinda weird...but we went to compasspoint to eat loh...then bought transparency from popular for the project also...another about 3 bucks...sian...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
=p @
6:52 PM
long time haven been online le...i think this whole week haven come online le...thats why never update for so long...first thing is...ting had not been attending skool this whole week...and today i just heard from some ogls that ting is attending the funeral today...i hope she is alright...work is piling up for her...but no choice also...hope she will be able to cope when she comes back...and the lecturers won't be so hard on her...ting be strong... the coming few weeks is going to be very horrible...i hate web design!!! still got 1 more week to finish the design i wanna do...and i still have to create dunno wad gallery for the guy im doing on...and i dun even know what is the design i wanna do!!! SHYT!!! and den needa do filming for the commercial...wth...broadcast graphics...scripwriting...3D modelling...and i think i fail scripwriting sia...haiz...dam sux...i think every module i have an assignment due on wk 17 lah...that's like 6 F#$%*ING MODULES!!! and mr alex is sooo troublesome...want us use Final Cut Pro to edit...wth...mux relearn everything...we where got so much time!!! very stress liao...some more the assignments for broadcast graphics, Creative Process and cinematography is going to be used for studio project loh...so cannot mah mah hu hu...but im quite glad that there is not going to be 3D and web design in the studio project...if not i will literally go bang the wall...dam stressed...dunno where to start...i still hate web design and 3D!!!
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Thank You For Your Time @
10:11 PM
"If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great." thank you my friends....
Dental... =( @
9:47 PM
woke up at 8am this morning to gp for my dental visit with my mum...i dread going that place because of all the drilling sounds and the pain...today wasn't that good at all...blah.......the dentst had to remove my old filling cause it craked and the cavity under it is acting up again...so he had to kinda 'sand' it away and refill it up...and the ppart where he was 'sanding' it...hurts like hell lah...but then he didn't put anesthetic for me...but he did ask if it was tahan-nable loh...den i say okay okay only...i kept clenching my fist loh...and then i think after he cleared the old fillings...his helper was spraying water and sucking it up...and when the lady spray the water it was like wtf!!! damn pain lah...omg...i didn't dare to make any sound...but sucks lah... and then he put a metal plate or something between two of my teeth and then i saw him screwing it in or something sia...then it felt damn tight sia...like my teeth was purposely forced apart...then later he still can unscrew it and then pluck out sia...scare me sia...i thought he want pull out my tooth or something sia...i wanted to see what is that thing but cannot see...lol...maybe its better not to see also anyway...haha... i hate the filling cavity part also...cause he had to press the stuff and squeeze it into the hole so that it will be tight and not drop out or something...can feel that he used alot of force to press the stuff in lah...cause my lower jaw was like forced down sia...pain sia.... =( then after that he did scaling for me also sia...this is also the part why i hate going to dentist...my gum will always bleed wan loh...and then i hate the sound sia...i can't believe my sis said she like that sound sia...omg...haha...but he scale that time always tio until my gum lah...then very pain...some more i very sensitive gums...bleeds easily...then everytime i wash my mouth the blood damn alot sia...yucks...blahhhh... and he some more put some high concentration flouride thingy on my teeth...its just like the Clever White thingy that Sly advertised last time...put the rubber thingy onto the teeth...then the greenish gel like flouride that was in the rubber thingy kept flowing to the back of my throat lah...then i was like choking and i felt like coughing it out but i can't do anything about it...i just had to tahan it...try not to swallow and just stay there...i was prying the dentist took the thingy out quickly...and once he took it out only...i straight away cough sia...it felt like mucus...ewwww....blech...haha...and its like dam sticky sia...thick thick wan...haha... anyway...all that pain and bleeding caused my mum 130 bucks....omg...dam expensive sia...i've gotta take care of my teeth properly already sia...
Friday, July 07, 2006
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3:04 PM
| You Are 60% Lady | 
You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. |
| You Are 40% Abnormal | 
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
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2:57 PM
| You are 53% Scorpio |  |
| You are 53% Sagittarius |  |
haha...thats kinda weird man...=p
Thursday, July 06, 2006
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11:20 AM
got this from ~mui+ blog...haha... | You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
omg...we are the same!!! haha...almost laghed out loud in class sia...=p | You Are 60% Weird | 
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! |
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
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10:39 AM
sian...so long nvr some online liao...and nothing much to update also...wanted to watch the germany vs itly match...and i waited until 3am then i felt really tired so i slept...lol...but i asked my aunt to help me record...=p so i can still watch it... anyway...i going out with ~mui+ today...watching Just My Luck...YEAH!!! haha...no lessons... >.<
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