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Monday, October 30, 2006
hell no.... @
5:34 PM
i almost posted something here that was gonna be offensive...but den i dun wanna upset someone again for whatsoever reason...and also to avoid the questioning session after that...so im just gonna summarise what i gonna say in abit...and write the rest of the stuff elsewhere.... do you realise you are never gonna know what i feel inside??? cause it hurts so much to say it...you've just gotta be more sensitive and think can... i dunno why you did what you did today....well...can't you feel the awkward silence??? well...maybe its my fault...i shall go straight home next time k....you'll never know i was there.... put urself in my shoes and maybe you could understand how i feel...how i feel that you don't even bother... im just gonna explode sooner or later...get the freak out of my face.....
Saturday, October 28, 2006
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4:05 PM
bored...still very bored...after watching some amazing of beatboxing on youtube...going granma's hse soon...at 6.... You never lose by loving. You lose by holding back. "True love is sitting together in silence but yet, you can feel like it was the best conversation you ever had."
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3:55 PM
i had absolutely nothing to do now...and i cannot think of any more stories for my script so i surfed the net...and came across something about marketing that is pretty interesting...haha.... FUNDAMENTALS OF MARKETING 1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: "I'm very rich. Marry me!" that's DIRECT MARKETING. 2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her, pointing at you and said: "He's very rich. Marry him." that's ADVERTISING. 3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: "Hi, i'm very rich. Marry me." that's TELEMARKETING. 4. You're at a party and you see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie. You walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride and says: " by the way, i'm rich. will u marry me?" that's PUBLIC RELATIONS. 5. You're at a party and you see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says: "You're very rich! Can u marry me? " that's BRAND RECOGNITION. 6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: "I'm very rich. Marry me!" she gives you a nice hard slap on your face. that's CUSTOMER FEEDBACK. 7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: "I'm very rich. marry me!" She introduces you to her husband. that's DEMAND AND SUPPLY GAP. 8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you can say anything, another person comes along and say "I'm rich. will u marry me?" that's COMPETITION EATING INTO YOUR MARKET SHARE. 9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: "I'm rich. marry me!" your wife arrives. that's BARRIERS FOR ENTERING NEW MARKETS.
Friday, October 27, 2006
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10:25 PM
yay!! im happy...haha..missed you so much.....lol...hope you get well soon and your flu goes away....hehe...take care.... =) and thankz for the food stuff...=p `today is a great day and its gonna stay this way~
Thursday, October 26, 2006
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8:27 PM
goodness....im freaking bored....everything feels so cocked up....blahhhhh....dunno if i going out film stuff 2moro also anot sia...damn sian...moody....grrrrr..... i dun wanna think so much...but i just can't help it...maybe maybe maybe maybe...its all in my head...i can't get those thoughts out...i try to be happy...and make everyone around me happy...but i just can't do it...why???? i dunno if i've changed anot...and i dunno if anybody can tell...but i just wanna be my oldself...but i dunno where it has gone to...maybe it was meant to be...i don't even know what im going through right now...i don't wanna any of us to suffer anymore... `im troubled...i need time to sort out my thoughts~ Artist: Lifehouse Song: Hanging By A Moment Lyric: Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer where i Started Chasing after you i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you forgetting all i'm lacking completely incomplete i'll take your invitation you take all of me now.. i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you i'm living for the only thing i know i'm running and not quite sure where to go i don't know what i'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you there's nothing else to lose nothing left to find there's nothing in the world that could change my mind there is nothing else there is nothing else... Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer where i Started Chasing after you i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you i'm living for the only thing i know i'm running and not quite sure where to go i don't know what i'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you just hanging by a moment hanging by a moment.. hanging by a moment... hanging by a moment here with you..
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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7:02 PM
yay!! haha...hope you take good care of urself gal...get well soon ya... friday friday friday~~ im a happy blessed girl...i should not ask for too much...i have someone to love and someone to love me...and i have friends who care for me... =) raining is boring sia...i cannot go out film my stuff...and then i whole day do nothing but slack and stare at com...and think of my script but nothing came out...die lah die lah.... =( den dunno mux do that marketing thing oso anot sia...sian...long long holiday but did nothing but slack.... =/ mummy's seafood spaghetti damn nice... =p
Saturday, October 21, 2006
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2:22 AM
Happy 6th Month...its been half a year...and i think all i've ever done for you is give you more troubles and problems...haha...and you've done everything to try to make me happy... =/ you've tahan through all my moods and everything...you are the second best thing that ever happened to me...hehe...after all that we've been through...i promise i'll try not to be angry with you for any reason...haha...i've learnt to be stronger...and i love you even more...=p sorry for everything that i've done to you.... hope you are enjoying your trekking ~mui+ hope you take care of yourself and i pray you are fine.... P.S the best thing that ever happened to me is you, ~mui+ thank you for everything =D
Thursday, October 19, 2006
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8:15 PM
i've tried my best to be happy today...and not sulk the whole day...but it doesn't matter anymore...i don't care liao... i think its gonna be this way from now on anyway...i shall not put too much hopes then.... fuck...i think im binging... 've gotta think of a better way...concentrate on other things like my work then...i'll feel better...nothing is gonna help to make me feel better...i've just learnt things the hard way...i must not take things to hard...well...this is life yea... probably gonna go out tomorrow...go around singapore...or something...hahaha...no best friend to accompany me.... =/
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
no more surprise @
6:06 PM
yay....there goes your surprise....well....since u wanted to meet for like about 1 hour and play arcade games instead....planned to drop by your house after my lessons and buy like fish porridge or something for you...but since you say you recover liao then too bad loh..........hahahaha...yea.... so if the haze if affecting...then wait for haze to over...haha...stupid dumbass me.... dammit man...i got a freaking assignment already...wtf....and need present something on the 3rd week....wth....and then during the 2wks holidays i gt to film stuff also lah...but i going overseas!!! dammit...im soo soo dead...please no more assignments during that holidays....and then all our assignments this semester is like do ourselves de...freaking sian...no more fun and company and help when filimg stuff....haiz.... tomorrow is like got school at like 8am....wth....lame shit rendering texturing and lighting module...even mr alex ask why we doing that module sia...and today the stupid business side lecturer pang seh us lah...freak man...make us go school at 8am...but then lesson cancelled...grrr....ass....never like inform earlier de.... `go away muther f'kin haze~
Monday, October 16, 2006
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9:29 PM
goddammit...im in a freaking pissed off mood...for whatever reason i dunno...probably pms-ing....grrr....so whatever i say in this post is not what im thinking actually cox im jux ranting about everything and nothing thats not true....its just my head ruling over my heart now... its lyk im not gonna see him until he recovers...which probably means like next week....or after or after...i dunno how long....on one hand im concerned...on another hand im freaking pissed...cause he always dun take care of himself and sleep early...blahhhhhh....probably i should not care so much then i won't feel so fucked up now.................. `oh for fuck's sake~
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7:25 PM
sian....today ended early then ate lunch in skool den went to yishun with him...accompany him cut his hair then i came home le......blahhhh..........well...he is sick...or gonna fall sick soon...take care k...if not we cannot meet.... =x haha... and mui gonna go trekking...take care too gal...heard from kien today you going m'sia? well...anyways....if its m'sia...u've gotta take even more care of yourself course the haze there is worse than in here...so drink lotsa water and stuff ya...enjoy yourself too.... Here a riddle for you all, the answer is at the bottom...scroll down...but read finish and think of an ans b4 that: What am I? I am a common object enjoyed by both sexes, normally about 8 inches long, with little hairs on one end, and a hole on the other. For most of the day I am laying down, but I am ready for instant action. When in use, I move back and forth and in 'n' out a warm, moist hole. When the work is finally done, a white, slushy, sticky mush is left behind, and I return to my original position. Cleaning is usually done after I am. What am I? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Why, I am your very own...Toothbrush! What were you thinking, you pervert? im still so bored...blehhh...miss those holidays....so carefree...sian....
Saturday, October 14, 2006
waneney!!! @
11:52 PM
haha...today went out with waney and a few others...so long never see her liao...haha...well...she still looks the same and stuff...lol...and then today watched The Guardian after a long consideration of what movie to watch...but it was a nice and touching show....but the ending is lyk too fast...every like flew past...and the ending is so super anti-climax!!!! grrr!!! stupid ending!!! but it was damn touching....a few parts damn funny also sia...hehe...anyway...it is a nice show if you like those sentimental touchy touchy shows...hehe....the storyline and plot is not bad...and ashton kutcher can act lehhh...haha.... after the movie we went to newton to eat dinner...nice dinner and good food...hehe....thanks for coming down to find me...and the thought of waiting for me at my house again...heez...and the rest is history....=p `happy ending and i miss you~ school is starting in like less than 48 hours time...haha...gonna miss all the fun... =x
Friday, October 13, 2006
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10:35 PM
wanted to say something de....but then...don't want liao..in case i hurt someone again...hahaha... in one of my those super sian moods again... `sianzation~
Thursday, October 12, 2006
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10:24 PM
oh man...im in one of my moods again today...and today is a so not nice day...everything doesn't seem right...wanted to eat dinner at Sumo House at amk de...then...who knows when reach there is like full house...so the person say cannot... =( what the heck loh...sian lah...i already quite hungry by then...so i sian...jux go anywhere eat loh...then went S11...wanted to eat the thai tom yam...but if i hungry eat tom yam no good for my stomach...some more i just ate tom yam like the day before...so i go eat ee mian...but the ee mian is like damn pathetic lah...not much ingredients...two prawns, two small pieces of fried fish and two pieces of crab sticks...and the noodles is like damn little lah...eat liao also like never eat...cannot even feel it in my stomach...then after that i want go drink bubble tea...and then what i order is also no more le...so i ordered coffee ice blended instead...then the auntie give me chocolate ice blended... =( freaking sian...today is not my lucky day...blahhhhhh....
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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10:38 PM
yeah!!! today is like the best day of my life as long as i can remember...seeing the 2 most beloved people in my life...haha...sitting under the moonlight eating my favourite food with my best friend by my side is like god sent...haha...so miss the days when that can happen almost everyday...=/ and today i didn't get all pissed with him...and didn't like ignore him for the whole time... =x kim chi bowl noodles is love~~ `bless you every minute everyday~
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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9:48 PM
omg...im feeling chest discomfort ever since this morning after i woke up until now still pain...and then i read a newpaper article in my aunt's room about the side effects of haze...it could trigger an asthma attack in asthmatic people...but im not asthmatic or proven asthmatic for that matter...but it could cause chest discomfort in people cause of the tiny particles or dust...and then aggravate the skin for sesitve skin people...maybe that's why that patch of rashes on my thigh keeps getting bigger and more itchy...sometimes so itchy that i cannot sleep at night... =( but i keep feeling that pain in my chest...gosh...and then i tried doing sit ups to see...and i felt breathless after like i only done 20...what the heck sia...scare the living shit out of me... =( i just hope the haze faster goes away...rain rain please come...i can feel difficulty in breathing...i so hope they let me off for the NFA training when school starts...i dun wanna faint halfway when training or running... gosh this sucks...really makes me feel like going to indonesia and throwing water at the Zheng Fu for not taking the haze situation under control...PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING FOR GOOSNESS SAKE!!!
Monday, October 09, 2006
hey...some info people... @
11:04 PM
omg omg omg...today i was bombarded with news sia...today gt the semestral briefing...and they talked about what we gonna study and stuff...but is so not related to dfv...cause my mr eric tan says that dfv is a small group only so the lecturers will explain to us only whe the term starts...and he says is not that he is bias...=p haha...and some important news to those who didn't go today... term break is from 18th december to 31st december...project week is 12th february to 4th march...and 3rd year starts on 16 april tentatively...haha...and and and...bad news coming up...we have to pass our NAFA test to get our diplomas according to mr eric tan...and then we will have once weekly trainings from october to mid december...probably on wed 5-6pm... and ting...our IC for this NAFA training is leng sim...omfg...we sabo her and realise it was a mistake...cause the IC is in charge or training us and also taking attendance....and for wee teng and year 1 group 10 people...i think ur IC is andrew goh or someone who's name is similar to that...haha...cannot remember clearly... if im not wrong...producing is taught by mr james...=( cause they put his name there for producing... and ~mui+ when is your break again?? cannot rememer...hehe...hope coincides...hehe...
Sunday, October 08, 2006
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1:32 AM
if you are not gonna take care of yourself and sleep early...im not gonna bother anymore...even i could tell the change of your voice over th phone......-.-
Saturday, October 07, 2006
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5:45 PM
 gosh...is it only me?? or have i noticed my feet are looking so swollen lately? or is it like that all this while??? lol...fat feet....just hope nothing is wrong...haha....
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11:22 AM
yea probably i should not say anything next time...and i should not write anything here...now its back to square one...
mushy talk =p @
2:00 AM
thank you so much smelly belly...the care and concern you've showed me...a simple message...the simple gestures you do...ever since i knew you well enough...you had already became an essential part of my life...you saved me from the many downfalls i had...and made sure i was fine before you left me on my own to venture out again...but i knew somewhere somehow you are standing at a distance looking at me from afar...whenever i fell...you would help me out and prevent me from falling deeper in...i can never thank you enough... you will still have that special place in my heart and no matter how busy i am....i will still think of you and pray that you will be fine and happy everyday... and i really do miss you...hope you are doing fine in school...next wed we can rant to each other!! yay!!! but we can't have out long walks liao...the haze is quite bad.... =( and thankz kai yun too...hope you are happy too... =) im quite fine already...thank you girls so much... =D
Friday, October 06, 2006
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2:09 AM
just came back from the ogl chalet...but its not like i stayed overnight or what...its just that ytd too tired liao...never update...now theres alot of things going through my mind...so i can't really go to sleep peacefully...i've been thinking about what kai yun said just now...probably its quite true loh...its like how easy it is for a couple to just break...and then if a couple were to last very long...it needs alot of trust...and i mean alot alot alot...u've gotta really express how you feel...and like totally tell everything to each other...and then only after a quarrel or something then u can see the other's party true colours...and then if patch back...then can really be called a couple...haiz...i dunno...just makes me feel so confused sometimes... today almost got dunked into the pool sia...=/ and im glad i remembered to take out my handphone and stuff from my pocket first...i struggled like hell and i got a bruised knee and elbow because of that...luckily i wore the pants that covers my knee...or else i would have had a scraped knee...haha...i was like chased around the chalet...and dragged twice...blahhhh....one part almost dragged in...omg...they totally lifted me off th ground sia...haha... and today when i went there...i was like so damn pissed sia...i reached pasir ris at like 12.30...then i waited for the stupid shuttle bus from the mrt there to aloha resort for 1 hour...then 1.30 i go msg him and ask if got shutle bus...he say next shittle bus timing was like 1.55...then after that i receive the msg liao...i was like freaking pissed and pek chek sia...and immediately off my phone...sian alrdy...cause i waited in the hot sun...until my eyes almost closed itself shut permanantly...its like when the sun is so damn hot...your eyes will kinda automatically squint...my eyes squint itself until it hurts to open my eyes after that...and i had a headache...is like...argh...i straight away walk into the pasir ris shopping center to rest my eyes...then walk round the ntuc...then went out again to wait for the shuttle bus...blahhh...at that time i really felt like going home sia...cause if i knew it was gonna be a 1 hour wait...i would have taken a cab in....and save myself the trouble of waiting...or maybe i walk in also dun need 1 hour... and i did something that wasn't supposed to have done...it was quite an accident actually...luckily it wasn't a full contact...but still people saw...=x and don't think dirty...it isn't what i think it is...=) `i still haven gotten over the fact that i can't stay overnights~
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
suckz..... @
10:15 PM
gosh...im bored to death again...watched miami vice in the afternoon and then i had nothing to do liao...or rather i could not think of any more things so do...and i purposely wake up super late today...kinda like 1pm??? so that i waste my whole morning sleeping and then don't need to think of things to do in the morning...lol...super lazy...yay!!! and tomorrow is ogl chalet...going there in the evening...and then dunno do what for a few hours then must go home liao...is like wtf sia....super sian sia...always must go home like before 12 midnight...kinda like the 2359 rule...even so...on normal days she will like 9 plus or 10 plus start calling me and ask where am i...and what time i going home...unless im out with ~mui+ somehow when i tell me mum im with her...she won't even bother to ask where i am or check what time im going home...so weird...haha...maybe my mum trust her...hehe... -.= and then its always only i going home alone...super sian...as in only i need to go home cause my parents don't even let me stay overnight outside...even if im like staying over at friend's place...its like wtf...im like 18 years old this year!!!! for fuck's sake...im a fucking young adult!!! blahhh...maybe i should wait until 22nd november before i say this...but hell yea...its still a long way...blahhhh.... its just gonna be a freaking long day tomorrow...dunno what im gonna do...its like meet them at 4pm at white sands...then dunno do what...or rather can do what...1st day its usually at night they have night walk loh...by that time i would have been sleeping at home... and today is my bro's birthday...makes me feel like smacking him more...hur hur...and he said its sweet sixteen...-.= i feel like going out everyday...if not i'll be super sian the whole day...cause i cannot do anything...but then if i go out everyday...my mama will scold me...wtf... ps. excuse the bad language.... `insanity from boredom~
Monday, October 02, 2006
happy shalala~~ @
11:14 PM
watched john tucker must die today...freaking funny show!!! wee~~~ especially the part where they mixed the estrogen into his bulk up powder...heh heh...he is like so freaking girl!!! =p all of the girls so chio lah...especially the Britanny Snow (Kate)...  heh heh...LOL... Tagline: Don't Get Mad, Get Even. so i spent about 70 bucks today...on food and entertainment and also on shirts for him...actually his 4 shirts cost 73 bucks to be exact....but he paid 20 bucks...thats all that he had...so i paid the rest for him...cause i promised to buy for him de...haha...anyway those shirts quite nice sia...and now im also broke le...haha.... hopefully got cash to pay for the ogl chalet...anyway going to chalets are always a rip off...cause i always don't stay overnight...not because i don't want to...but i can't...sucks...and i don't go all three days... =(
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