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Monday, September 29, 2008
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10:09 PM
i'm feeling really really messed up. my eyes just turned bloodshot and teared by itself. my arms hurt like shit at the joint near the armpit. probably did something to my vein. can't reach my hand back if not i'll scream. my right ankle felt like it was sprain when i just sat on it for 5 mins. and it still hurts now. i doubt i'm that heavy. head spinning, face burning, throat itching. i wanna die.
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3:49 PM
oh man. the new housemate is still kinda pissing me off. i'm off track from my daily routine cause of her. and i know what might me the cause of my throat irritation. i think cause i've been breathing in too much of the air freshener and deodorant (which i use as air freshener in my room) to cover up her scent. and thus causing the headaches too. which can lead back to her being the cause of all the problems. and i don't like locking myself up in the room cause i feel shut out from the world. sometimes it's good when i wanna emo. but i wanna talk to my other non-indian housemate! and until now i've being calling my new housemate as 'new housemate' or 'indian housemate' cause i still don't exactly know how to pronounce Akanksha. so well, she will be known as the 'indian housemate' on my blog. and it's only her 2nd day and she has 3 posts dedicated to condemning her. she should be glad.
trying to expect the unexpected. @
11:48 AM
i won't be able to go back this year to celebrate my birthday even though i finish my classes on the 7th november. i'm saddened. my mum talked to me last night to re-think my decisions. but i think it might be too late already. sacrifices. i hope all the sacrifices are worth it in the end. cause it's you. http://www.new.facebook.com/photos.php?id=606592576#/photo.php?pid=1393773&id=606592576
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11:24 AM
Results of your Attention Deficit Disorder Quiz You scored a total of 72It is highly likely that you are presently suffering from adult attention deficit disorder, according to your responses on this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional immediately. hah! like i've always suspected. i really am sick.
horribly scary surprise housemate! @
7:55 AM
and now i'm so freaking paranoid. cause i woke up today, went to brush my teeth in the bathroom as usual, then i realised that all the shower foam and shampoo and stuff is still the same amount. which means my new housemate either hasn't bought her own stuff, or she is so crazy as to always bring her stuff in and out everytime she bathes. OR she doesn't bath. and i seriously suspect it's the latter. and then when i open the cupboard to brush my teeth, i realise her toothbrush and all is not inside at all. this really freaked me out. so now i'm like a detective. i went to check out the shower 'box' and realised it's super dry. haha. so now i can safely conclude that SHE DIDN'T BATHE! hahaha! cause i woke at 9.30 and even if she bathed 1 hour ago, i'm pretty sure there will still be droplets of water left in the shower 'box'. i think i watch too much CSI, SUV, Dexter and the whole lot of detective shows they have on TV here. it makes me appreciate my other housemate soooooo much more. and we spent 2 hours in my room last night talking crap just to avoid her. and also partly cause internet was down the last 2 days and TV shows were pretty boring yesterday. the smell is still lingering. ARGH!!! BUSUK! i think i'm falling sick. and she's the cause of it. yesterday i had to take a fever medicine to sleep properly and now i'm feeling slightly better, but i have a stomachache now. still a little headache and i have cough. i breathe hot air like a 'real' dragon. this sucks. the onset of something worse. and i don't feel like going for the 1 hour lecture later. and just to add randomly, my hair has grown really really fast. and i might have gotten fatter too. haha.   and just for kicks.   my hair doesn't stand up randomly by itself anymore! =/ i think it's time to dye my hair another colour. i'm not liking the gold-turn-whitish streaks anymore. i wanna do the whole head orange blonde. haha. my mum will kill me.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
I've got a big headache. @
9:19 PM
I'm posting this from my phone cause Internet is down. And I have a big headache because today my surprise housemate came. And it's horrible cause I've never had a headache for as long as I can remember. And it's really bad, it hurts even between the eyes. And Jasleen say it's because of the smell. Maybe cause I'm also a little racist, but cause I also hate the coconut oil smell. And I already don't really like her cause she is like very commanding and want to be our big sister. Today Jasleen and i went to the nearby park to skate and she ran. After that we even went out to Melbourne central to have nice dinner. All that just to avoid our housemate. 2 more months with her. I'm so gonna die. And then now Jasleen and I can't talk to each other properly. And we can't even talk on msn cause Internet down. And I'm so not used to closing my door everytime I step out cause when it was me and Jasleen we just left our door open. Now I don't want to have the indian smell all over my stuff and in my room. My deodorant is gonna finish pretty soon cause I'm using it as air freshener. And she is the classic Indian that I cannot understand what she is talking about. She shakes her head everytime she talks. Don't care yes or no also shake head. Kill me now! Argh!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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10:14 PM
and today i learnt something that totally thrashes how NYP teaches us to write resumes/cvs. the very very important thing is. NO PHOTO. and alot more NOs. like date of birth, nationality, religion, health, marital status, etc. and in US, if they receive a CV with a picture, they will just trash it. the reason? it's because they don't want to be biased. giving someone the oppurtunity of an interview just by looking at the CV is purely based on the skills. not how the person looks like. that will probably be judged only at the interview, if you are lucky enough to get through the 20 sec CV scan. now i've got so much stuff to do. bah.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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10:43 PM
she wishes she had the balls.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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9:29 PM
my malaysian-chinese housemate laughs at my lousy singaporean-chinese. cause no one calls me jean anne anymore. cause they think jean is my given/first name and anne is my middle name. maybe jean-anne would make a difference. isn't jean anne just as easy to call as any other 2 syllabus names like all my friends. except maybe ting ting cause we all call her ting. haha. ah well. don't have much things to write but i got alot of things to rant. and it's tues of my 1 week holiday and i haven't done anything. got to get down to researching for stuff soon.
Friday, September 19, 2008
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11:42 PM
jean anne is getting irritated as time pass by. and she likes looking at herself from the third person point of view.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
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8:35 PM
apparently people have disappeared from the blogsphere. ah well. i guess it's the odd working hours thats killing it. 1 week semester break next week. i'll probably be booking my flight on the 6th december to go back. i wanna go back early november though. dunno what i will do for the rest of november cause i finish early november. ah well. no birthday celebration this year. and i managed to buy a 5 bucks double york mooncake. freaking 5 bucks for one!! the exorbitant prices of all things asian here. 3 more months.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
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11:58 PM
and i've been feelings cranky and unfeeling these few days. alot of things on my mind. accomodation, school, assignments. i might not be able to get through with all these. and ting's birthday was on mooncake festival. happy belated birthday ting and happy mooncake festival to everyone else too. i want a lotus snowskin mooncake. so many people with birthday in september.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
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8:58 PM
这些年一个人 All these years, alone 风也过雨也走 The wind has passed, the rain has gone 有过泪有过错 There were tears, there were wrongs 还记得坚持甚麽 Things we hold dear I still recall 真爱过才会懂 If you've had true love, then you would know 会寂寞会回首 There is loneliness, there are goodbyes 终有梦终有你 There are dreams, always there is you 在心中 In my heart *朋友一生一起走 Friends walk this life together 那些日子不再有 Those days will not return 一句话一辈子 One word, one life 一生情一杯酒 A lifetime relationship, a cup of wine 朋友不曾孤单过 With friends you won't be lonely 一声朋友你会懂 Lifelong friends, you'd understand 还有伤还有痛 There are wounds, there is pain 还要走 Must go our separate ways 还有我 Always there is me
Monday, September 08, 2008
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11:07 PM
and today i bought the cheapest fruit ever in aussie i guess. 99cents for half a honeydew. but still kinda expensive compared to singapore. and the fruits here like rock melon and honeydews are usually sold in halves. the rockmelon on offer is usually 1.95. if not it'll be like 2.45 or something for a half. and i haven't seen watermelon. maybe damn HUGE ones at victoria market. but none at supermarkets. the watermelon is like probably the 2 times the size of a basketball? i cannot think of anything round that is bigger than a basketball. oh! maybe it's as big as a folded up reflector. haha. film people should know what i mean. lol. and i realise something bad about commercial. everyone knows 'ayam brand tuna mayonnaise' right? so when my housemates said ayam, i burst out 'ayam is fish' cause ayam brand tuna mayonnaise was the first thing that popped into my head and my brain related ayam with tuna and tuna=fish. so ayam=fish. today was all about playing with words.
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9:12 PM
Jasleen's virgin trip to Subway was great fun. for me mainly. haha. aside from the confusion with choosing bread and all the vegetables and sauces which is just as amusing to me, While waiting for me to be done with my foot long sub, J: I don't like that black thing. What's the name? JA: Olives? The small salty thing? J: Yah. olives? Oh. I remember it. I don't like it. (pause) J: I still like to call it black thingy. JA gives her the 'what the heck?' face. J: oh, and that the pepper thing? the big one? what's it called? and me thinking she already knows what's it actually called but just forgot it. so trying to hint her with my mouth full, JA(mouth full):cap-i-um? J: capium? and i burst out laughing with my mouth closed. imagine how hard it is. J: why you so funny? don't always laugh at me lah. paused to chew my food properly and swallow it. JA: haha! cause i thought you already know what it's called. so i was just giving you a hint. J: i really don't know lah. what is it? JA: capsicum loh J: capsi ar? JA: haha! capsicum capsicum capsicum! or bell peppers lah. almost the same. bell peppers smaller nia. you can call it big bell peppers loh. While at Safeway supermarket after subway, J: want to buy veal? got offer leh JA: veal? you sure? J: yah leh. over there. JA: ehh, you know what is veal? J: pork? JA: Oh my god! hahaha! i dragged her away from the meat section quickly cause the guy tagging the discount tags on the meat trays was right infront of us and i'm pretty sure he heard us and is laughing inside. JA: veal is deer meat! J: Oh my god! no! haha!! and then now i realise that veal is actually meat from young cows, which essentially is beef. NOW I'm PRETTY SURE that guy is laughing at BOTH OF US. jean anne is pretty smart eh. i wonder who told me veal is deer meat. DAD!! cheat me into believing veal is not beef cause i'm scared of beef (mad cow disease). you sure say the darnest things 'why you so silly?' 'silly girl you' 'why you so funny?' 'don't so funny leh' I laughed at you cause you make me laugh. you amuse me with your poor english like how i amuse everyone with my weird and horrible pronunciation of chinese. Labels: housemates
Friday, September 05, 2008
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6:02 PM
okay. now i seriously think there's something wrong with me. cause i'm starting to feel like my body is detached from my brain and mind. when i cooked instant noodles for lunch just now. i didn't use the seasoning in the pack. but i added lotsa pepper, soya sauce, chai por, salt, pickled vegetable and i still feel that the soup is tasteless. like drinking water. i only slept 2-3 hours last night. my body's screwed up. and i cannot feel my stomach. it's like it doesn't want to respond to my brain. i never know if i'm hungry or full until it goes over the limit. haha.
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12:21 AM
there's something wrong with my body. i can feel it become weirder and weirder. first is the eye irritation which i think might become an eye infection soon. cause it's kinda tender around the eye area. and still red after so long. and my head is burning up. and i keep eating. damn stressed. i hate wed-fri class times. argh. it's like 9am-5.30, 11.30-6.30 and 9am-12nn. all early classes and i don't have enough time to rest the day before cause i'll be rushing work (kinda). argh. why!! it's so fucking hard. few more months and i can go home. need to meet up with all my friends. oh. and one of my housemates, Dulcie, is moving out. going back to malaysia to do attachment before coming back in 1 year's time to finish her 3rd year. and then someone else will be moving in. and will be an indian. you can say i'm racist or what. but yah. i am. WHY INDIAN! FROM INDIA, NEW DELHI! but then again, that's the city, so maybe she won't be so bad. ah well. i'm only slightly racist. bahh. IRRITATED!
Thursday, September 04, 2008
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8:06 PM
 random background stuffs  lighter  red lamp out of a chinese horror movie  how about guessing how many housemates i've got just by looking at the following 4 pictures? even though if you already know how many housemates i've got from previous posts, try imagining. haha. i would say 4 or 5 people? lol.     CAUTION: rather gross/scary/disgusting picture coming up. it's a body part. haha. . . . . . . . . . . . .  that's what i woke up with. and it hurt ALOT. see the jelly like layer on the right side? it's still there now. and my eye is still a little red.
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1:09 PM
had a stupid conversation with my housemate yesterday. Jasleen: Just now I went for marketing class and Me: (interrupting) and you bought eggs? Jasleen: Huh? I go class leh. what eggs? Me: marketing?? eggs?? you know? Jasleen: and hor my class mate say that the broadband very expensive. me: (silently) wah lau. nobody appreciates me stupid jokes. haha. ah well. she doesn't even react to it. haha. i like to make fun of her english pronunciation. i'm evil. off to class. 3 hours class. dammit. Labels: housemates
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
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9:28 PM
i just realised the power of facebook. because of some pri school photos i posted up on facebook and tagged the people i know. they all had planned for a meet up yesterday!! with our pri 3 for teacher some more! it's like 14 people turned up. not bad for a random meeting after 11 years??? ah well. my form teacher says they will plan for one more when i go back to singapore. haha. i hope i'll be able to go back sooner cause i will need to have to many meet ups with so many people!! i kinda really miss singapore now. bah. and alot of people. i wanna stay out late. and then go home half drunk. haha! well, not to that extent, but i will hanging out with people. and working hard and running around on sets and not having to worry about assignments deadlines. WORKING LIFE! argh. but i don't wanna be stick at being production assistant for life. no matter how much i love being one. only in hollywood is there such thing as professional production assistant though. i'm looking forward to working on my 16mm film project! gonna be camera assist!!! yayness! my favourite job! well, kinda. but yay!! i get to carry camera stuff. pull focus, help with aperture and all. basically i get to be beside the camera all the time!! haha!! lol. hopefully i can be clapper loader too. i wanna try loading in the dark. haha. and freaking ARRI SRII 16mm film camera is heavy shit. I think it's heavier than that huge JVC dv camera we used back in year 2. and probably i can help set up some lights too. yay. shooting dates will only be in october though. hope it'll go smoothly and not eat into my holidays to go back home. DVD authoring is freaking killing me. i've only got 1 screwed up menu. i need like a tonne more and additional audio track and also my freaking flowchart!! freak...
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
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7:27 PM
today is the 2nd of september and i've been in melbourne for exactly a month. there's so many things happening now. assignments, school work, projects. i dunno what. but then again. i think the only people that are helping me survive all these days are my crazy housemates. i'm pretty glad that my housemates are damn nice. if i get weird ass housemates i think i will lock myself in the room everyday.  me, Dulcie & Jasleen both of them are Malaysians and have studied at Swinburne's Sarawak campus. but have to come here for at least 1 year in order to get the degree. and Dulcie is going back in 19 days time cause she have to do her 1 year attachment before she come back to finish her 3rd and graduate. and they only gave her 28 days to leave aussie before her visa is up and if she don't leave by then, she'll be an overstayer. it's crazy. so she have to pack all her stuff and book air tix and leave by 20th september. and then come back in 2010 to complete her studies. school is kinda fucked up ya. and she had to breach her student residence contract cause she is supposed to inform the office 8 weeks before. so now she have to pay 740 bucks. but then it's actually the school fault also mah. gave her 28 days to leave. that's not even 8 weeks in advance notice to tell the residence office sia. oh well. she's leaving so soon and i've kinda only just met her. and i hope the next housemate will be just as nice. i REALLY REALLY extremely hate DVD authoring. giving me hell-lota headaches. Labels: housemates
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