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Monday, May 29, 2006
Web design =( @
3:27 PM
sian sia...chionged web design for the past few days...yesterday stay up until 4 am to do finish and send to winston...now feel like dying liao...damn tired sia... =( and i think im gonna fall sick soon...yesterday my nose super cannot feeel anything sia...sneeze until siao...i dun wanna fall sick at this time sia...alot of work to be done...haha...must drink more water...and i was having cold sweat the whole night i was doing the website...and my eyes could not stay open sia... = ( still needa chiong finish my scriptwriting by tonite liao....die...
Saturday, May 27, 2006
happy~~~ @
12:18 AM
thankz for fulfilling my wishes!!! =p woohoo~~~ i hope he isn't angry with me...hehe... anyway...slacked the whole day today...so sian...until evening went out to sk!!! =p my heel still hurts... =( walk like handicapped like that sia...haha... gave her the glow-in-the-dark stars...haha...glad she liked it... =D she seems so in love with it...rofl...think she's gonna get obsessed with it soon...hahaha... `relived the good old nights =p ~ba la bup bup bum~
Friday, May 26, 2006
-.= @
12:44 AM
holy crap...feeling shyty...feeling tired...body aching like siao...feel like banging wall...got lotsa work to do...coding and everything...but i too sian to do liao...feel like sleeping...but then like too early to sleep...hahaha...sux man...i hate codes...html...css...every shyt...blah... `im missing sk `im missing the evening walks `im missing those talks under the moonlight `im missing those good old days `im missing you my dear friend ~TIRED~
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
>.< @
12:06 AM
here are some pictures of myself after i cut my hair...as i said in my previous post...the fringe looks kuku...and i din take pics of my back...i think the back looks abit more kuku...haha... 
and this is what i wore today...haha...i din realised i had this green pants...i think i bought it 2 years ago...haha...and i rmb i carn wear it cox it was too tight...haha...and its weird cox i not used to not wearing jeans...lol...its like extreme makeover sia...rofl... =p
if you haven noticed...this is my right side...and theres this shorter thingy...supposed to have 2 wan loh...but carn see...lol...looks funny lah...haha...
my kuku hair and my kuku face...lol...
Monday, May 22, 2006
omg... @
11:43 PM
holy cow...i cut my hair until quite short!!! =x now i carn even see my own fringe...lol...and the back is like weird weird wan sia...how sia...makes my face looks so long...rofl...and i soooooo think i've gotta change my whole wardrobe just to fit the hair style....rofl...looks dam weird sia...my sis say this hairstyle make me look younger... -.= and i dunno how to make the fringe...look dam kuku... =( ah crap...i carn make up my mind on the wed design...wth...shyt...y carn i make up my mind!!! =<
the past... @
12:46 AM
oh well...after so long...after a few years...i finally knew the reason why you did that...haha...but hell yeah...it doesn't really matter anymore...cause we are still the bestest buddies... =p i think your shoulders are all wet from all my tears...not literally...but more like a figure of speech...wuahahaha...i always knew that there was always somebody for me to fall back on... and i just wanna reassure you that you can always count on me as a friend, a pillar, punching bag, pillow, bolster...or anything that you look upon as a support...cause i will always be here to give you support, encouragement and laughter if you need...i'll be there for you 24/7... =D IF only we were in the same poly...and better still same course...hell yeah it would be fun...and i'll never have to let you suffer from all those problems and cause you unhappiness... =p
Sunday, May 21, 2006
1st Month!!! @
11:47 PM
   OMG!!! im like so damn touched sia...lol...its feels as though the floor im walking on is cushion sia...hahaha...he gave me a bear bear and a ring with a necklace chain...the ring has his name engraved on it sia...omg...its like...i dunno how to describe my feelings...but im damn happy!!! =p i din unwrap the bear bear yet...cox i dunno how to wrap it back after that...haha...so i shall leave it as it is until i figure out how to wrap back...then i will take a pic of the bear bear without it's wrapping...hehe...but still...too happy until lost for words...the bear bear so nice to touch!!! luckily he din buy the other kind of soft toy bear bear...the hairy hairy furry furry kind...cause i allergic to those sia...then will keep sneezing...haha... after that went to Chong Pang to eat...somewhere in yishun lah...haha...very full sia...spent exactly 10 bucks sia...and he kept not wanting to let me pay...he already lost his wallet and so broke still so gei kiang...>.< after that jiu went home and online le loh...=p
=p @
1:00 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Church Wedding!!! @
10:48 PM
went to Sengkang Medhodist Church to witness the unification of a couple...rofl...don't even know got such word not sia...(unification)...but anyway...it was the first time i've even been to a christian wedding sia...well...kinda a little draggy...sang songs that i don't know...said alot of stuff about christianity...and i should not comment too much...or else i might get into trouble if people say that im flaming christianity sia...haha...had dinner after the couple said "I Do"...and i realised something interesting...they said "I Will" first...when the bride's mum was still standing in between the couple...and the mum said "I Do"...haha...then after a few more worshipping songs...they were asked to repeat the wedding vows...only then they said 'I Do'...wuahaha...so cute...=p and the kids who were like walking down the asle infront of the couple were like damn cute!!! esp got 1 small boy sia...wanted to take a picture of him wan loh...but then my dis nokia fone so sux...=( if only i got my S700i...he really dam cute sia...he was slping for awhile i think...cause he woke sunglasses...look dam cool!!! rofl... then after eating we went to compasspoint to shop shop abit...i went to find a wallet for him sia...so happened that his wallet lost... =x but i alrdy planned to buy 1 for him lah...cause his wallet dam sad lah...very jialat condition...lol...but like no surprise sia...he alrdy knew i wanted to buy for him wallet...-.- i went around hunting for a wallet sia...then i saw like 85 bucks wan sia...almost fainted sia...85 bucks i rest of the mth dun need eat liao...rofl...then later went Metro and bought one dunno wads Vans Garie wan...i don't even know what is that brand sia...but also not cheap...but its nice...very soft to touch sia...but anyway...i hope he doesn't loses it...haha...if not i heartache also...lol... =p
yesterday... @
2:58 PM
went out to watch movie with the OGLs sia...watched Over The Hedge...haha...and 4 of us sat infront of the 9 others...LOL...the show was funny sia...some parts its like can hear the whole cinema laughing together wan sia...haha...damn cool sia...got avril lavigne voicing Heather...but i can't even remember who is that character sia...LOL...must find out....if anyone watches it...help me take note eh...thankz...hahaha... then after that we ate dinner at Marina Square the food court...the food there not cheap sia...haha...but i ate dessert and drank only...haha...was not hungry...but then after that going home soon that time hungry sia...lol... we went to Esplanade after eating...as usual...that's like all of their favourite place sia...always go there to emo...lol...anyways...sat there stare at the waters for awhile then went back...then walked back to city hall to take train...then something bad happened... -.= we wanted to bounce back...so we went up the train to go back marina bay wan loh...then when we reached marina bay...he realised that he lost his wallet...i think left it at city hall when we sat at the bench there while waiting for train there...then we went back out at city hall again...then cannot find le...lost le... >.< so we made a report at the control station loh...then he had to go out at yishun...haha...so i accompany him to yishun loh...then wanted to try my luck see still got 855 not loh...but then 855 last bus is 2330...we reached there about 2355 like that...haha...so boh bian i took cab home...haha...reached home 0025 like that...haha...i scared to take taxi alone sia...i kept staring out of the window the whole time sia...hopefully i don't go ulu ulu place...lol...and i held on to my handphone tightly sia...in case anything i can speed dial to my parents or something...LOL...shows how fearful i am of strangers esp taxi drivers...LOL...maybe im abit kuku lah...or i watched too much tv le...haha...always see stories bout taxi drivers bringing ppl to ulu place or something... ~i've really gotta rush my work soon... =( ~
Friday, May 19, 2006
=( @
12:10 AM
im tired...and i just wanna sleep over it...i don't wanna hurt you no more.... are we gonna go out wif d OGLs 2moro??? i dunno...i wasn't invited...hahahaha...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hurts soooo bad... @
11:37 PM
~ aL[o]ne + where you??? i need you... =(well...i think today started out well enough...had 3D modelling class...redid a whole new car...must continue doing alot of editting and stuff...dying soon...web design also need to start coding liao...omg... after class went to loan the cameras and stuff to practise for my cinematography practical test on monday...waited for Mr Alan for duno how long to return the equipment after we used it...then i went off to amk...supposed to wait again wan...and then i dai there for like 3 hours plus... walked to Four Seasons to see some stuff...wanted to buy...but dunno will like the design not...haha...then ltr went to world of sports...then walked to sportslink...stayed there for a freaking long time...dunno got 1 hour plus not...then i kept walking around in circles...and i think the staff there think that im some suspicious characters...lol...cause i was like loitering around sia...i was just trying to waste time...haha...and then i walked to Popular in Jubillee there...read a few Archie comics...and waited more... i think i was like suffering or something sia...i was freezing in Popular...i dunno why...my hands turned white...and my fingers numbed...lol...i kept shifting place but it felt the same...but anyway...by that time it was 8plus liao...theni think i could not tahan longer...so i went out... by that time...my shoulders were both damn pain and aching...cause my bag was super heavy...got 2 stacks of scripts...omg...and i was feeling very hungry...but din buy food...cause i promised to wait for him for dinner...haha...and i had a little headache...my eyes were tired too i think...cause they started to water for no reason...my legs felt numb and like they were going to give way under me...haha...i just felt that i was going to break apart sia...only when it was going to 9pm then i decided to go home liao...i just realised my patience level is quite good sia...haha...it was only i decided to go home that time then i started to feel a little irritated and pissed...hur hur... went home and had no appetite to eat though my stomach felt very empty...and i din even watch my SVU: Special Victims Unit today...everything felt to lifeless and dull for a moment... =( today whole day like waiting for people...haha...wasted almost half my day stoning...wuahaha... ~i never knew i would be forgotten~
`THE STUPID THINGS I DO FOR LOVE` HAHA!!!
loooong day... @
12:20 AM
today was a long day...but it felt short too...-.= haha..i dunno wad i saying sia...haha...anyway... i hope not handing in the 3D car tommorrow...if not i die...cause i've not done it yet...-.- haha...at most use the dam nice n sweet Alfa Romeo...though it'll look so dam fake...confirm not i make wan sia... =p i shall go modify it n make it look more lousy...hur hur... i don't even remember what was thought today sia....today in school was another wasted day...haha...went to school for nothing...and then stayed in school for so long some more sia...doing nothing...slept in the library, read comics, went ID floor slack...felt like a stranger...haha...but well...talked to some of them...and got teased alot of times...as usual...but got kinda used to it le...haha...well...its like that... =p and went toa payoh to eat loh...haha...the ramen nice sia...but if it was really hand pulled will be dam nicer sia...lol...3 more days sia...shyt...gonna hafta crack my head sia...and work is piling up...but i keep putting them off... jia you~~~
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
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5:25 PM
omg...there is something wrong with the tagboard sia...i think shoutmix is being kuku sia...they say no such domain...they took away my shoutbox!!! wtf...sux man...now i hafta go make another one frm cbox...argh... kaiyun i think yours oso something wrong liao...cause i can't tag too...i hope my tagboad will be up soon...carn tag for now...>.<
Monday, May 15, 2006
OMG!!! web design... @
5:13 PM
wah seh...web design lessons damn cold!!! omg...after 1 whole year....this is the only time that i ever felt so cold lah...im wearing jacket and my hands are freezing lah...im havning diffculty typing this post also lah...keep typing repeated characters....ZzZzZzZz...my teeth kept chattering lah...omg....freaking cold...i think its as bad as The Cathay cinema sia....the new one outside Plaza Singapura there...haha... and during web design lesson my thumbdrive gave up on me...it says that it must be reformatted...die...then all my files supposed to show teacher wan all gone...wth...then i haf to chiong finish at least the homepage to show her sia....haiz... smellybelly be happy!!! be strong!!! must tahan!!! =p
Sunday, May 14, 2006
omg... @
10:20 PM
 im sooooo gonna die soon...wtf...i've got 3D modelling to do and im struggling...i don't even have the program...i hope kaiyun lends it to me 2moro...haha...if not dun need hand in liao...hur hur...fail sia...and the 1st assignment alrdy dam hard...wth...model a car...i guess im gonna go 4 a super smooth car...haha...its the one above...though it looks easy...i jux rmb that i forgot how all the stuff in 3D Max works...great...haiz...i forgot how to get the lines thingy...i can only rmb the cube and teapot tool...lol...i've gotta work on web design too...i so need some motivation and inspiration and ideas and everything to help keep me going...haha...
Saturday, May 13, 2006
friday 12th @
1:36 AM
 went to watch Poseidon with piggo today sia...=p i watch until its like horror movie or something lah...i kept covering my eyes lah...its not that its scary or anything...its just that it creepy...because of all the dead people around...with big bulging eyes staring aimlessly...and also sometimes like the sound is scary lah...like BOOM suddenly or loud sound suddenly lah...will scare me wan sia...i got a weak heart...haha...and also the air con inside there is like free wan sia...FREAKY COLD!!! omg...and then i felt like i gonna freeze sia...maybe they purposely turn up the air-con so that we audience could understand how those people in Poseidon felt...LOL...and then we sat front row sia...the chair dam nice sia...the whole place is like very grand sia...like very weird to be inside there...haha...but its a nice place to watch movie sia...chair so comfy...hopefully they will turn down the air-con...if not if next time i get a chance to go again i will hafta wear 2 jackets liao... -.-...
After 7pm after that i went toa payoh to meet him loh...haha...we walked around until i almost got lost sia...toa payoh i can walk until lost wan loh... =x lol...but then we walk around and saw alot of interesting stuff...the above is an example of it...haha...well...if u can't figure out what's that...then too bad... =p and im still trying to figure out what to do for my web design...haiz...9htl pages....wad the...omg...shyt... Thanks for everything... =p
Thursday, May 11, 2006
after school... @
12:12 AM
today i came home very early sia...for once...haha...reached home at 4 plus or 5 plus...lol...then after that went out for awhile with my bro to the minimart a short distance from our house...then we bought cup noodles...haha...cause we both wanted to eat that sia...lol...and he bought sweet also sia...and i bought 2 bowl noodles... =x but i din eat all at 1 short lah...still got 1 bowl haven eaten yet...haha...and we bought ice-cream too...haha...ate on the way home...then went home to make the instant noodles...haha...then after that eat liao i went to watch some tv... watch until quite sian...then almost fell asleep sia...haha...so i went cycling loh...cycled to skool...haha...wanted to see how long it takes...lol...took bout 15 mins only sia...quite fast sia...and then something very paiseh happened... i bumped into mr alex at the bus stop opposite the main entrance of NYP...after i U-turn back to head home sia...then....i was like kinda shocked to see him...and he was very shocked to see me also lah...then i like suddenly brake... =( so stupid sia...then behind one indian guy langa(bang) into me sia... =x den i dam paiseh sia...cox quite alot of people there also...then like all stare at me...lol...then talked to mr alex for awhile...then he kept asking me to becareful when i was leaving...hehe...so funny sia...lol... i should stop doubting your words... =x i should have more faith in you and also in myself...miss you...
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
=p @
11:53 PM
well...just wanna thank kai yun and smellybelly 4 ya tags...and concern for me.... =D my previous post is kinda like how i felt under alot of stress and stuff happening and not happening (in a way) lately...haha...i shud not be feeling this way...its bad for my health and people around me... =x but i dun understand the silence...why can't i be able to share all your probs??? why can't i seem to be able to hold your interest??? this ain't going the right direction...oh shucks... ~you can't exit the same way you came from~
2nd post 4 today... @
12:26 AM
feeling kinda shyty now...partly cox im feeling very warm...and i haven done my work...i guess im pissed at myself...i dunno where all this is going...deep down in my heart...i feel that something is wrong...but i just can't point it out...i don't understand myself sometimes...i dunno what i want in life...i dunno anything...i guess im feeling very lost and everything now...blah...im starting to be very depressed and pessimistic again...argh!!! feeling down down down...gotta think of some ways to boast myself...blah...i hope friday goes on as planned... =( ~can anyone decipher me???~
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
=( @
5:38 PM
haiz...i guess i've been thinking too much...and i keep getting stupid ideas...im hurting myself for nothing... =( i shall not let my mind wonder too often...and i should do my work before hand...not last minute...i must buck up...but i dun have that motivation... =( ~i just wanna know how you feel and share your problems~ i guess its too difficult for you...i never had that power to entertain people...im just a normal boring person...haha... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME & EVERYTHING???
Monday, May 08, 2006
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12:59 AM
Jean, you follow your head when it comes to romance Maybe you've been burned before, or maybe you're just too busy changing the world, but when it comes to your love life, you definitely look before you leap. While you might not be cautious in every aspect of your life, love is an area you tread on lightly. Let's face it, you'd rather have a little more control over your emotions, but they're sometimes hard to pin down. So rather than get lost in them, you, and many of us, probably prefer to focus on other aspects of your life.It's not that you don't want love to wash over you so you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It's just that you'd probably like to fall in love when it best fits into your calendar. Still, with your smarts, you're probably able to sense when you're up for a little romancing and when you're not. Just remember, if you're ever on the fence, you want to fall off on the side where someone's going to catch you. Especially if he's tall, dark, and handsome.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
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11:17 PM
 A Secret Agent is the man of your dreams Mystery and intrigue — it's not just for action-adventure movies. It's what you are looking for in life and love. From spontaneous weekend getaways to notes stuck in your jean pockets, you love being surprised and appreciate the extra thought and effort that goes into making it happen.That's why a secret agent could steal your heart — he's got what it takes to change the world, but he's not about to go around shouting about it. But don't worry, your secret's safe with us. Shhhh. Who's the Man of Your Dreams?Brought to you by Tickle
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10:29 PM
haiz...my fone really cannot make it liao...today just collected it back from the sony repair shop...dam sad...everything inside gone...and its just like an brick there...useless le...but it hold many sentimental memories...haha...im still thinking if i shud get another phone now...or wait for my W900i...sian...W810i is not bad also i guess...but then i wan W900i cause of the design...but then i also dunnoif my parents will let me buy another phone right now...sian...dilemma...i like my that phone alot sia...my S700i...haiz...was my dream phone...and then now its like limited edition le...cause no more producing this model le...=( if only the W900i phone is as smooth and sleek as th S700i sia...i will surely confirm 100% buy that phone liao...haiz...and html still sux...
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8:07 PM
 Jean, you're a Sympathetic Sidekick No one ever accused you of not having a soft side. And that's why friends flock to your sympathetic ear and well-thought-out advice. You are tuned in to the world around you, and you are always looking for ways to bring people together and enjoy each other's company. While some people might have one or two close friends, you like to spread your wings and socialize with any number of people. You are open-hearted and free-spirited, making it easy for you to find common ground with anyone you meet. Keep up the good work — everyone could use a friend like you.
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8:02 PM
 Jean, you're a Steady Supporter Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
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8:01 PM
 You're a Bashful Kisser Sure you might be on the shy side as far as kissing goes, but that's a quality more people than you might think really go for. When you were younger, was it hard for you to talk to new people — especially when it came to someone you were interested in? Yeah, we thought so.Lucky for you, many people, back then, and now, think that shyness is adorable and a huge turn on. After all, there's a comfort they get from the feeling that you don't lock lips with just anyone.When it comes to kissing, you're probably a little hesitant to try new techniques. Heck, you might even prefer to stick with gentle pecks until your date finally decides to take it further.While shyness is nice, just remember not to get so anxious you forget to have fun! Know your comfort level, but experiment a little — even if that just means a public display of affection, or we dare you, a nice long kiss — eyes open, lights on! What Kind of Kisser Are You?Brought to you by Tickle
Thursday, May 04, 2006
mood swings @
11:57 PM
omg...im getting mood swings...and i get so damn tired damn easily...haiz...my eyes just carn seem to be able to keep themselves awake... -.- and i feel faint...omg...i think i got low blood pressure sia...even blinking my eyes take some effort...haha...and i don't even dare to squat down sia...i scared after that squat liao cannot stand...will black out sia...haiz...and im starting to feel the stress...homework is piling up...and i carn seem to breathe... but i guess those few minutes a day keeps me alive...haha...thankz...
lessons @
10:57 AM
now in school sia...having 3D modelling class...omg...dam sian...and im freezing liao...>.<>.< i hope can still use sia...but hafta wait until friday after 5pm...and probably i won't be able to collect it on friday...sian...maybe sunday den can collect sia...-.-
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
=( @
12:36 AM
sian...i've been feeling really tired lately...and i have muscle aches...sian sia...and my favourite phone has cocked up...it drowned at Sentosa...haha...dam cool...i was thrown into the sea along with my handphone...lol...best...and i totally forgot i had my handphone in my pocket lah...i was like fighting and squirming all my might to not get into the water...and i never think about my handphone sia...all i thought of was to run away and get out of their grip sia...sian...and i quite slow sia...only after about 3-5 mins in the water then i thought of my handphone sia...wtf...damn heartache...haiz...i just hope they can dry it up and it can be used again...haiz... what am i supposed to feel or say??? happy??? sad??? haiz...sian...sux...
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