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Sunday, September 30, 2007
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11:35 PM
Today, my family including my ah ma and gong gong, went to crown prince hotel.aka.park hotel for my bro's birthday celebration. His birthday is actually on the 3rd, but we always celebrate it on a sunday. So my bro finally got his new phone, SE S500i. heh. wah seh. The hotel ar, really fine dining. The armchairs are those wrap around kind, and super heavy. haha. And then it was like SIZZLER, where you order a main course and then it come with the salad bar, EXCEPT this salad bar was so much more high class lah. There was oyster, cold mussels, big cold prawns, and alot of nice cold salads.  er. now then i realised that the prawns looks like the are doing something *ahem* I arranged them like this sia. Not realising it. This was taken from the salad bar. SERENE! LOOK! HUGE PRAWNS! yumyum!  This is the main course, look at the presentation! omfg. It's east meets west! the left side is chicken meat cooked in soy-ginger cause that taste like yoshinoya's teriyaki chicken, and the right side is chicken breast meat with dunno what stuffings western style. The middle is just a stack of potato slices. woohoO! The weird white thing behind the stack of over brown potato slices are seabass that my aunt put on the p;late before i took the picture. And people stared at me when i was already trying to take the pictures so discreetly. tsk tsk.  And this is my bro's medium rare bloody beef. It's not nice! Got the strong beef taste, he forced me to try a tiny little bit. The reddish sauce on the plate you see on the background is actually the blood mixed with the dunno what brown sauce it came with. Got cake and fruits and desserts too. And the best part was, after they served the main course, and after we finished eating the main course, they will remove our utensils. So if we wanna eat the fruits or salads, we gotta go take a small fork from the desserts section. haha. And i kept eating non-stop. Jean Anne is growing fatter by the minute. And after that, at around 6 plus ate dinner at AMK coffeeshop. Ate half a thosei masali (with potato curry inside), some hokkien mee, and half a sardine murtabak. fat fat fat. And i'm high on sugar now. Cause i stole 2 packets of raw sugar from the hotel and I'm eating it now. =)  and here is the packet of sugar. It's kinda blur cause i took too close up and my phone has no macro. =( [on a side note: my aunt has the cybershot phone with 3.2MP camera but she doesn't even know how to use it. she made a fool of herself today when she tried to take photo. heh. so wasted. tsk tsk.] And when walking down the stairs after our lunch, my ah ma fell down the stairs. =/ I think it was quite lucky that she only tripped on the last step, not from the top of the stairs. Or I would have screamed my hearts out. I was still at the top of the stairs digging into my aunt's handbag trying to look for her handphone when i hear a loud thud and boom sound. I looked down and saw my ah ma lying on the ground. I immediately ran down sia, scared the shit out of me. heng is my stronger grandma, my mum's mum. If is my dad's mum, i think will be more serious bah. But still, old liao, cannot anyhow fall. But she say she alright sia, just kanna her elbow only. Rub rub then will okay liao, hope so bah, don't play play sia, elbow dangerous. lol. the above post is not written by me...it was written by my crazy boh liao inner jean-ius...LOL...cause i like to type with triple dots at the end of my sentence...not used to ending with only ONE fullstop...even in secondary school sometimes i write i will ... 3 dots...lol...i know its kinda irritating but i'm too used to it...lala...i had to delete a few dots many times...heh...and i don't like to make caps at the start of my sentence...haha...i'm just being kuku...and wow....super long post!!! lol...even the captions for the pics takes up 1 whole paragraph...hahaha...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
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11:52 PM
 =) i love everyone!!!
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7:33 PM
ohh...now i remeber another reason why i don't really like going to social gatherings...haha...cause my name is like so hard to remember...lol...today i introduced myself to people and i had to repeat my name at least twice to each one...my goodness...one guy was like huh?? jeanette??? after the second time i repeat my name...then another guy say er...jean anne??? wow...quite unique...lol...after that we had to kinda partner up and i was with this old man...his name is andrew...then he could not remember my name...then after that he supposed to go up and introduce me...haha...then he go up then like suddenly forget my name...then he say im from france and my name is sean anne...lol...pronounce jean in french...haha...then everyone was like shocked...LOL...then he say 'no lahh...i bluffed everyone!! her name is actually jean anne...' piangs...funny old man...and he plays the guitar well...hehe...
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6:07 PM
my mum tricked me into going to a social event!!! organised by salvation army some more...then i'm not a volunteer lohh...only went there to help out once or twice...haha...so paiseh...don't like mixing around with new people cause i'm shy...lol...
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12:17 AM
heyy stupid bro...stop playing games lah...you lagging the net can...seriously...its really lagging my com...i carn even load my 1 litre of tears show lah...you faster go sleep lahh...play whole day liao...at night also don't let me use the net properly...my com already very slow loh...then some more you steal my bandwidth or whatever its called...blahhh....go away....
Friday, September 28, 2007
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11:41 PM
dammit...bus made me wait for almost half an hour sia...sian...today never do anything again...except got and audition...haha...and we gonna hafta finish filming by next week...lol...
Thursday, September 27, 2007
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2:50 AM
| Your Love is Based on Commitment | 
You believe that love is something that develops and grows.
You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.
For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.
You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.
Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily
Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship |
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1:48 AM
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends | 
Serene is your soulmate.
You truly love Auntie.
You consider Ting your true friend.
You know that PoopS is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Yani for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Weiting is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Feli is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Kien is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Kien changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Yen Lyng is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Yen Lyng has a hidden internet romance. |
serene says this quiz is not true...cause she's my enemy...not my soulmate...haha... and poops...stop thinking about me!!! lol...i know one loh!!! hiak hiak...actually i also thinking about you lahh...LOL... i think Yani will do something that make me rmb her for the rest of my life...like pee on her pants on something...heh... weiting=drama mama =p
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
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1:37 PM
There are some things i wish i could tell you But i can't I don't wanna botch this whole thing up again Once was enough But still... These feelings suck Eating me alive Gnawing on my insides Hurting like it never hurt before I hate being ME
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1:30 AM
i'm so goddamn frightened...my grandma is moaning and shouting in her sleep...i tried to go to the kitchen and listen to what she is saying but all i can hear is 'dai lup'...meaning big ball or something...and then it freaked me out...so ran out of the kitchen...no fair...why does my bro get to be upstairs and i have to be downstairs...and get frights like this in the middle of the night...and my bro has aircon upstairs...but if i on the fan my mum will say at night so cooling...don't need on fan...and she will either turn it down or turn it off...THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR!!! in one of my emo moods again...haiz...festivities hurt...hahaha...
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12:11 AM
Mooncake Festival is over...haha...and i haven't eaten my mooncake...i shall eat my rice with otah first..blahhh...but its cold...shall toast my first mooncake to weiting...happy birthday!!! have a (moon)cake!! hahaha... blahhh...all these emo shit...
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
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11:50 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY [SUPERGIRL]!!! lala...got you some *ahem* chocolates...lol...    after my sad sad mooncake festival is weiting's birthday...lol..
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11:48 PM
i've got a sad sad life...lol...mooncake festival is spent in school with serene watching some chinese serial...blahh...and i dun even got to eat mooncake with my family...and its gonna be over in 10 mins...all i get to eat is come cold otah... =(
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12:52 PM
I made the decision, so i must stick by it. I can't take make room for any regrets. Here I am lying on my bed staring into the darkness with all these thoughts running wild in my head The lights from the street lamps forms my silhouette on the wall Eyes burning from the glaring light of my phone I never know why I have such feelings These feelings that want to hold on to you tightly But yet wanting to push you away even further And i think about all those things things that I'm not even allowed to venture there All i can think about is 'I've been too stupid.'
Monday, September 24, 2007
pictures galore! @
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10:59 PM
lalala...did crazy stuff today again...played with shadows lol...lame stuff...and i shall post a few nice photos later...haha...after i finish draining my batt so that i could charge it again...oohh...and this ang mo guy wearing army uniform was being stared at by that same indian-chinese couple AGAIN...this time the indian guy was staring...tsk tsk...talk about pot calling the kettle black...lala...
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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2:52 PM
on friday i saw this weird lady at amk interchange...about 30s i guess...she was wearing a plain black shirt...and on top of this shirt she wore a colorful bikini...-.- i bet everyone was staring at her...well...i was...haha...and it looked so bright and eye catching loh...who wouldn't notice...maybe she forgot to wear a bra after she wore her shirt...so she just put on a bikini...heh...or she was pretending to be superwoman...hahah...
Big baby octopus @
2:49 AM
 Posting this frm my handphone..hehe..jux trying if it works..
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1:12 AM
mannn...im feeling giddy and have headache...i think i've been staring at my computer for too long...and reading too much online comics...and been thinking too much...my eyes are really tired too...shall go sleep...haha...monologue to myself...
Saturday, September 22, 2007
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11:28 PM
JAMES BLUNT - Goodbye My Lover Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. [x2] Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. [x2] Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bare my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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8:35 PM
yesterday while i was on a super crowded 138 bus...i was standing on the last step and if i had a big butt it'll probably get stuck when the door opens or close...haha...but anyway i tried to keep my balance...and then at the next stop...people got down...but only 3 people i guess...and this woman who got down...didn't exactly get down...she flew down...yes...literally...as far as i could see from where i was standing in the bus...i only turned my head as much as possible without twisting it...and the stupid guy in pink shirt infront of me kept leaning back to see...and i had to lean back too...but i resisted...so he no choice...cannot see...the door would have closed on my head if i leaned back loh...stupid guy... and back to that lady...i think she probably slipped or something...all i saw was that she flew off the bus...and hit the bus stop railings those like handles around the seat de?? and she hit the metal bar right onto her face...and then fell flat onto the ground...omg...i saw liao i cringe lah...cannot look...and then i was wondering if she really slipped and fell from the bus or if someone pushed her...or maybe she tried to push her way through...then like when she finally pushed her way out...got this like force...makes you like fly out...lol...but anyway...this malay guy who got down after her...tried to help her up...but she like doesn't want his help sia...she just sat on the ground and examine her injuries...lol... and then after that...at the next bus stop...i was still at the last step...i think people didn't want to squeeze...then got this indian old man at that bus stop wanted to get up...so he shouted...'MOVE IN MOVE IN!' like damn loud...even over my music blasting into my ears i could hear him...only then did i manage to step onto the bus...lol... ohh...and while travelling along geylang...passed by the malay village area...saw this damn inconsiderate chinese couple...the lady was walking a tiny chihuahua...IT'S A DOG CAN?! and even if you live in that area and wanna bring your dog out for a walk...not at 7.30pm can!! when alot of malays are walking around...and if you don't know...malays cannot touch dog lah!!! it's like a taboo loh...and you just let your doggy walk around in a malay infested place...no brainer...and one malay old lady almost stepped onto the dog...cause it was so tiny...after awhile after alot of starings then she picked up her dog... -.-
Friday, September 21, 2007
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11:17 PM
and thanks...for everything...take care poop...ignorance is a bliss ya?? =)
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10:52 PM
man...now i know why hurting the knees are bad...last night as i was climbing into bed...my knee was the first to hit the bed...s technically all my weight was on my knee...and i plop on my side immediately from the pain...-.= and today...i bought some air fresheners from diaso...and i was hitting the bag against my knees...kinda like kicking it but using me knees...cause i always do that to plastic bags...and then it hurts...cause the action was so involuntary...once i hit my knees...i will cringe in pain and immediately hold the bag away from my body...but 5mins later i hit the bag against my own knees again...dammit sia...in the end i repeatedly hit the knees like at least 10 times on the way home... -.- ohh...and when i stand...i will cross my legs and one of my knees always presses against the back of the other...which also hurts...i should learn to avoid actions that hurts my already injured knees...haha...ohhh...and i have blueblack on my left knees only!!! yay!! so conclusion is...never injure my own knees...or never buy anything that comes in a plastic bag...
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12:13 AM
 jean anne is always doing crazy and stupid stuffs...today she bruised her knees cause she used them to break her fall when she jumped down from some bar thingy...supposedly for exercise...but i was too focused on trying not to crash my video camera...so i didn't use my hands to break my fall...and i landed on the hard cement...haha...damn im stupid...if i jumped the other side...i could have landed on the soft spongy thingy at those new playground floors...lala...
Thursday, September 20, 2007
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2:06 AM
on the outside i look and seem like the happiest person in the world, on the inside i'm breaking down, and crying, i feel so alone in the world, i wish i had someone, someone's shoulder, where i could rest my head on them, and just feel loved... did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. He isn't my boyfriend, but I love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness, and the times when we laugh together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship. There is that someone. That someone that you try so hard to forget in your mind. But even if you do, those memories and feelings and hopes and fears will always be in your heart. It's that dull pain that you can't cure, because it keeps throbbing with the beating of your heart, reminding you how much that someone means to you. I love it when a guy knows how to make you smile without even doing anything...Just being there.. I am so much happier without you, I smile more and laugh a lot more to. Even with all this happiness I miss you. some stuffs that i took off facebook's socialmoth...some things i could really relate to and some just seems like someone took my heart out and read it...haha...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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11:21 PM
yay...went shopping today...bought a bracelet, ring and another ring for a necklace...i'm so damn tired...walked the whole day sia...omg...and my phone's keypad cannot repair cause they are out of stock for the keypads...goes to show how many people's keypad broke...blehhh...and show ting...lol...holding a big big i dunno what...serene got a shock...heh...spent money today...piangs...and i wann buy more stuff...argh... more bermudas and pants (S&K or I.P Zone) I.P Zone jacket converse sneakers... arhHH!!! i saw so many nice sneakers today!!! and the converse one was only 39.90!!! dammit...its bad to be so cashless...and i saw the nice adidas bag for 30bucks only... =(
Sunday, September 16, 2007
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11:39 PM
dammit...i just broke the condom full of flour onto my laptop keyboard and table and pants and floor...wah lau ehh...everything turned white...and i was shocked for a little while and sniffed in hell lota flour...now my nose is damn damn uncomfortable...it feel so musty...and i can't breathe properly...piangs...why did i do such stupid things...tsk tsk... the last few days have been staying at home...which is not good...for my brain...lol...and seems like the coming week gonna be another slacking week...maybe i will discuss with my dad about his company's corporate video...and squeeze it in this week...if not i'll probably die staying at home...damn sian lahh... mum bought a new phone today...quite nice sia...a slim samsung 3G slider phone...L760...haha...the camera fun to play with...lala...why her's can take with the front cam de...sony ericsson is bad...don't let people zi lian...lala...now i'm sneezing because of the stupid flour flying around...blahhh...
Another Chapter of My Life Closed @
2:23 AM
16th September 2007, 2.15am 1 year 4 months 26 days i finally plucked up my courage and it all ended...i guess it is a release for me and also for him...like a bird flying out of the cage...we've been trapped inside for too long...we put off settling this...but on hindsight we knew this had to happen sooner or later...i'm gonna get stronger...and probably i won't feel so dumb and stupid at myself so much anymore... but still i should still thank you...u still gave me happy memories to keep...unhappy memories will just be a thing of the past...after all we've been through...i understand myself more...and i don't wanna keep hurting you or myself...so now we'll just go our separate ways...hope you won't be pressurised by my presence in your life anymore... just wanna wish you luck...you're a free man now... =) but you are still a part of my life...my friend to keep... hope this releases me of my depression state and i'll be happy go lucky...once again... sometimes when you finally get the thing you've been longing for you may not be happy at all somethings are meant to be kept at a distance and longed for instead of possessing...
Saturday, September 15, 2007
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8:46 PM
Artist: Keane Song: We Might As Well Be Strangers Lyric: I don't know your face no more Or feel your touch that I adore I don't know your face no more It's just a place I'm looking for We might as well be strangers in another town We might as well be living in a different world We might as well We might as well We might as well I don't know your thoughts these days We're strangers in an empty space I don't understand your heart It's easier to be apart We might as well be strangers in another town We might as well be living in a another time We might as well We might as well We might as well be strangers Be strangers For all I know of you now For all I know of you now For all I know of you now For all I know
Friday, September 14, 2007
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6:16 PM
hello!!! it's someone's birthday today sia. lol.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMTINGTING!!!
here's your present!  lol...the most delicious looking strawberry shortcake i can find on the net...lol...hope you have a great day and work hard..heh..hope you become fatter too!! hiak hiak...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
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7:30 PM
i'm feeling woozy and giddy and my legs are damn weak...they can't even hold my weight up...and i almost had a heart attack when reaching home...lol...my chest tighten and could not breathe properly...lol...all these after 1 hour's cycling...damn...i'm weak... its been almost 2 hours since i'm home from cycling...but i still feel giddy whenever i stand from sitting...dammit...i really think i have low blood pressure...my butt still hurts badly...
Note to Self: never cycle for 1 hours ever again...you'll probably die on the way home...
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5:41 PM
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!! nobody understands why sometimes i don't have to go school or why sometimes i go school so late... this is how the people in the film industry work okay... we can work whole whole damn day from 8am till 8am the next day and you wonder why... when we don't work and have rest days you wonder why too... try to understand please... it's not too much to ask for... and i'm not feeling too well... but i'm still going out for a bout of fresh air... gonna die like that soon...
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4:13 PM
 i think i really suck man...this is what happened to my bread when i went to microwave it...because my mum put it in the freezer to keep it longer...blahhh... [you know it's really a problem when you've not spoken for a whole damn day]
fucked/screwed up @
12:25 PM
heard the sound of the first bus heard the sound of the paper delivery guy heard my own thoughts loud and clear something told me im stupid to not want to do anything about IT i couldn't fall asleep i stared at the ceiling thinking about what i have done to myself i've seriously screwed up my body clock if only there is a reset button on me its like i'm some crazyassemo kid who likes who torture myself fuck. and i haven't eaten anything today if i go and cycle now in the goddamn hot sun would i faint and die? just eaten a slice of the mini mooncake and i'm ready to go maybe that will last me but i've gotta get my lazy ass outta the chair first gotta be nice to myself for once and make myself a bread delusions.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
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10:37 PM
Indian-chinese couples ain't weird nowadays...lesbian couples ain't weird nowadays...but what's weird is an indian-chinese couple staring and giving weird faces at the lesbian couple...it's like the pot calling the kettle black...you're and odd ball and you look at people as though they are out of the world...lala...and it's the chinese woman who stared...i think she was trying to tell the indian guy to look also...so i'm not really racist...haha...though later in the bus i saw something that may sound a little racist...but i'm not really...it just looked that way...i saw a cute black car...quite small one...with indians inside...actually when i first glanced...i thought it was tinted windows...cause i could not see anyone inside...driver also cannot see...even though there was street lamps...then after awhile of looking...i realised got indians inside...cause they like suddenly smile...lala... =/
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3:39 AM
okay...i'm dying...i have no idea why i'm still up at this hour...its 3.50am...and i can't go to sleep...haven been able to sleep early these few days...yesterday i only managed to fall asleep at around 5.30am...now i blog hopping and youtubing and not going to sleep...i'm only torturing myself...my butt has been glued to the chair since i came home like 4 hours a go i think...it now hurts badly... i'm still peeved
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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1:12 AM
omg!!! the whole group came to my house and had steamboat dinner sia...woohoo!!! while the others had their fun filming upstairs...me, wt and jy were busy eating and cooking waiting for the others to come down and eat...lol...eat until wanna explode...got tang yuan and mooncake somemore sia...omgomg...so nice!!! and ting took alot of pics...send leh!!! lol...condoms are fun to play with...especially glow in the dark ones... 'Expose to light for 30 seconds, then rise and shine!' piangs...and i still quite gek and pek chek that my idea was stolen and used as someone else's...i got prove that i thought of it de...and i believe that idea is quite unique de loh...HUMPH!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
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4:55 PM
oh man..yesterday at orchard mrt while me and yen-lyng was waiting for our train...and we just waved yani and ting bye...then as the train doors was closing...this couple with a little boy was rushing in...the little boy was infront the parents...and i think he only managed to get one leg in...and his whole leg was caught inbetween both the station doors and train doors and it closed...he screamed and cried damn loud sia...omg...everyone in the train and the station was damn shocked lah...the guy nearest was trying to pull the station doors open...then parents trying to pull their kid's leg out...omgomg...damn scary sia...and the boy's screaming and crying can be heard echoing through the whole station...my goodness...heng the train door immediately open again sia...then the parents faster pull the kid out...but i think he traumatised sia...cannot stop crying...everyone was so shocked after that sia...and the parents faster bring the kid to the nearest end of the station..piangs...i see liao also damn scared lah...i kept thinking what will happen if the driver never open the doors again...piangs...freaking hell gore lah...i shall never chiong into trains ever again...
Sunday, September 02, 2007
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9:28 PM
ytd went out to celebrate the long long belated august babies birthdays...haha...seems like we could only meet up only to celebrate birthdays...and usually its so long overdue...everyone's in different uni and poly...so even though we sometimes can only meet up 3-4 times a year...its still...really great...and we camwhored in toilet!!! and people stared at us...haha...but anyway...it was really fun...looking forward to our next outing... i finally watched the whole series of ah wang...its in cantonese...so i think my cantonese improved sia...haha...its the story of a mentally disabled 30 year old guy...he acts like a 7 year old kid...his thinkings are so naive and innocent...he just thinks of everyone else before himself...he wants everyone around him to be happy then he'll be happy himself...even if he's not with the one he love...piangs...when he break up with his 'wife' just so that she can go find her own happiness...i'm like...OMG!!! cannot stop tearing lah...so heart breaking but is just so...wei da...even little things can make him so happy...if only i can be like that...haiz... its so super touching can...haiz...feel so emo liao... i remember something they said in the show...a friend told jessica hsuan that even if she looked for a hundred years, she cannot find another guy like ah wang who is selfless and nice...oh man...i shall rewatch the whole series again if i have the time...lala...
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