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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
irritants... @
11:15 PM
hey...u noe whats so irritating??? people or rather your 'friends'...people who read your blog...so called 'secretly'...every single day...n not tag on your tagboard or blog...and so since the blog is usually like your life story...in one sense or another...don't you find it super duper ultra irritating that the person comes and talk to you and ask you about stuff you write on your blog...but you never told anyone in person?? i mean whats the point...even if you don't talk about what the person blogs...if you read the blog every single day...or even every other day...it still means that you wanna know more about the person right??? even if that is for backstabbing...but still...just tag some shyt man...even say hi also can right... you can't go around and sabotage people with whatever other people tags or whatever they talk about in the tagboard when you don't even want to leave a tag behind to show that you have visited your friend's blog...how kuku can you be...your soooo over man... living in an anonymous world is soooo pointless...get a life mate...
Monday, February 27, 2006
Shoutout... @
10:58 PM
smellybelly...go take a look at my other blog...if you understand what i mean...that is...den u'll kinda get what im trying to say...hur hur...and i mean the 1st post i made tonight...er...something like that...-.=...i dun even noe wad im trying to say...-.= read n u'll understand i guess...
omg..brains... @
10:22 PM
i just realised something after tonight...i don't really have much brains...rofl...as in im not the study kind sia...if i was ever in smellybelly's position...i guess im gonna die sia...there is lyk so much shyt to study sia...n it all sux sia...worse is...it is like chemistry...and that is mmy most hated subject...hohoho...im so glad i chose this course is cause i don't have to study...>.< >.< everybody ends their exams early sia...because they just have to study and then take an exam on a day and its over for them...but for us 'designers' we have to do projects...like shyt sia...and the project drags on for a few weeks those kind sia...omg...i think both is just as bad to me...i just don't have the study brains kind...and i can't really take stress...so maybe im really lucky i took the correct course sia...if not i surely drop out of school halfway liao sia...hur hur... anyway...i hope can meet soon...though your exams over liao...n i still having project...haha...but i guess...even if not...we still gonna meet on the 17th... =D i hope i did help u with your paper tomorrow...good luck for your paper...its the last paper...must chiong!!! and then its over already...all the best... "Running away means we'll never grow up"
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Blog... @
12:55 AM
i just redid my blog skin...n i made d background myself again...=D it is actually her album cover design of under my skin... =Dand shud i add pics...mmm...though my com nw dun haf many pics left...hur hur...and d 'buttons' on the top are kinda messy...not lyk my old skin where everything is black n can be covered up...haha...anyway...kinda lazy edit alrdy...spent 2days editting it...resizing the pics and making the background itself...haha... and i added my so called customised name from typo assign into my profile...=D gotta slp soon...neckache...
Thursday, February 23, 2006
omg... @
11:13 PM
im gonna finish animation soon...i hope can finish by 2moro...n many many thanks to serene for helping me draw so many parts... =) i promise i gonna help u carry d boom mike nxt year...hohoho...i really hope this studio project can faster finish...den i'll be free!!! den it'll be so cool...gonna haf OGL camp and Orientation Camp...haha...so i'll be booked on 14-16th & 28-31st...and oso 17th!!! its gonna be a special day...im sooo looking forward to it...yeah!!! =D and hopefully everything will be over soon...i carn wait...haha...to go in dfv...n oso spend my holidays wisely...by going out everyday!!! =D...hur hur...thats usually not d case though...haha...holidays r usually spent at home rotting...and oso i hope i haf enuff tym 2 do finish my poster, cd cover, cd and portfolio stuff...printing n stuff...come to think of it...it seems lyk alot more work to do sia...sian...haha...but mux work hard...i hope i dun fail any modules can liao...
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Cranky... @
11:33 PM
feeling cranky...hur hur...happy beyond words...emotions u carn control... =D
Cranky... @
11:33 PM
feeling cranky...hur hur...happy beyond words...emotions u carn control... =D
Cranky... @
11:33 PM
feeling cranky...hur hur...happy beyond words...emotions u carn control... =D
Monday, February 20, 2006
inspirations @
10:38 PM
i had d sudden inspirations 2 keep blogging...hur hur...in d other blog...haha...dey seem quite pointless stuff...that dun really makes sense anyway...hur hur...i got no mood 2 draw...n y nobody draws d rice sack walking??? u mean jumping rice sack only can jump wan meh??? =(
Thoughts... @
10:26 PM
i've decided to write my thoughts into my other blog...so mayb it will only be let known to a few ppl...haha...n dis blog will write about boring stuff lyk wad happens 2 my daily life...hur hur...
grrrr... @
10:09 PM
ahha...so it feels lyk holidays now...but im gonna feel d stress cuming on soon...i dun wanna go 2 skool everyday...it sux...animation animation animation...draw draw draw...wad shyty rice sack...argh...i've been drawing really slow...i think im kinda behind tym...my frens all draw lyk 20 over frames liao...i only drew 9 sia...blah...hell...i hate animation n drawing...i jux feel lyk walking aimlessly around...hur hur...hopefully i can get lost sumwhere... =D
Friday, February 17, 2006
feeling crappy... @
11:24 PM
im feeling very shyty n crappy...i've created another blog...i haven decided wad 2 write in dere...i may make it private...haha...unless ppl r smart enuff 2 find it...i jux need an outlet...where can i find it in dis crazy world?
oh crap... @
10:27 PM
i dunno wad i did 2 my eyes...but its lyk...red n a little swollen...n deres lyk a layer of jelly or sumthing over it..i can feel it whenever i look to d side of my eye...it feels weird...n when i blink it hurts...>.< i shud nt haf rubbed it den... i still haf nt found back all my beauty slp...my eyes r getting blacker eyesbags...dis is so bad...n i feel very tired...i dunno y...n deres d studio project...oh man...studio project totally sux man...we hafta do animation...lyk wtf...carn dey lyk dun let dose hu r going dfv ppl not do studio project n straight away go into dfv sia...cox wad we studying nw is lyk sooo not related to wad we gonna study nxt year...except storyboarding loh... so lyk wads d point of doing all d animation shyt...its only gonna gif us more eyebags n kill more of our brain cells...dey shud lyk train us in d gym instead of asking us do drawings...since dey sae we gonna hafta carry alot of heavy stuff lyk d boom mike and cameras n stuff...
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Studio Project... @
1:45 PM
sux totally...i dun get it..y do dey hafta make us do animation??? it jux sux...y dun dey jux lyk dun let us do d studio project...since its lyk we alrdy in dfv...i noe its unfair 2 d rest..bt izzen fair dat we do so much animation n 3D stuff dats sooo nt even related to dfv 4 lyk 1 whole semester???? wads d point man...
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
wah liew... @
9:01 PM
Happy Valentine's Day my ass sia...its a super sucky day lah...fight wif fren, get back kns results n den in skool d whole day until 9pm..n escorted wani hm...n reached hm at 10 plus going 11 or sumthing loh...why so suay wan sia...aiyoh... 2dae go PS saw a super nice tee at Outfitter's Girl sia...d tee put 'I'm Not With Stupid Anymore' sia...so nice...wanted buy sia...bt den no money...haha...nxt tym go mux buy...hur hur... i tired...and everything...i hate studio project...n im jux glad dat i haf a place in dfv alrdy...if nt i totally die sia...haiz...its getting more n more stressed...all d shyt...n i keep having 2 wake up early everyday...and den i haven do d production board....wah sian...i dun wan draw...i think go in dfv no more drawing loh....den dats very gd sia...haiz...wads wrong wif all d problems man...its nt lyk we din try 2 do anything...dun make it seems lyk its all our fault man....we tried giving in 2 u alrdy...wads d point of apologizing n everything when u dun even intend 2 tok 2 us anymore??? we gave u lyk 1 yard n u wan a whole field...-.=...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentine's Day... @
6:34 PM
its valentine's day n i spent it in skool the whole day!!! its nt lyk i care...haha...since valentine's day doesn't concern me...bt dis year valentine's day lyk not so valentine-y...cox nobody carrying flowers wan sia...either dat or d guys dun buy flowers anymore...haha..useless shyt...lol... n i haven slpt 4 more den an hr last nite...sooo coool loh...i hate DIGITAL IMAGING!!!! AND WINNIE!!! so tired n no mood do anything...y dey make us stay in skool until so late 4 wad sia...chicken backside!!!! waste my tym....can go hm slp wan sia... and and and... STORYBOARDING IS A FAILURE!!! =D
Monday, February 13, 2006
you bring tears to my eyes... @
12:31 AM
because of you...you made my life worthwhile... becasue of you...i'll never look back at the unhappiness... because of you...i can never bear to leave you alone... because of you...u bring a smile to my face everyday... because of you...i will never have a sad day in my life again... because of you...i can have the strength to move on... because of you...i will never want to run away from reality again... Because you are the reality...and how could i ever run away from someone like you??? You bring tears to my eyes...its a moment i can never forget...every unhappiness i had...is 10000 happiness i had with you...i could not bear to see happiness in your face...i can't bear to see you lonely and leave you alone...i hope to only bring happiness into your life...and help you forget all unhappiness...
Sunday, February 12, 2006
this is specially 4 u smellybelly... @
11:51 PM
oh lord...save me from this madness...i've just collected alot of bad karma this year man...omg...but though i know its bad...i got no choice...its the only right thing to do...maybe if you are in my shoes you will do so too... unless you are so kind that you can forget everything...and pretend nothing happens...it just doesn't go away...in fact...it sticks in your head n etched into your heart...it just seems right to avoid and run away...but sonner or later it will weigh you down...you just have to get it off your shoulders every now and then...running away is a solution now...but in the future...when you look back..you might regret not taking that very step that could change your life... you just got to be strong and take the action that seems right...try not to avoid every problem that comes in your way...sometimes you gotta be head-strong and barge your way out...that may be the only solution...so if you need someone to be by your side...or just to be a listening ear...or just to sit with you and count clouds or just sitting beside you and not say anything at all...and help you through this...you will know where to find me...
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Mission 001 accomplished...=D @
12:19 AM
yeah!!! so happy...2dae is lyk full of good news...omg...soooo cool!!! i've gt a place in dfv alrdy!!! yeah!!! its lyk only 4 dose 18 ppl hu have their names at d start of d year...hur hur...n its not opened 2 d rest of d ppl!!! omg!!! sooo cool!!! its lyk no more competition!!!n i dun needa worry anymore...dun needa quit skool liao!!! rofl... and 2dae did d ppt slides...hur hur...so sian...actually dun needa do wan sia...haha...den after dat went sk meet smellybelly... ate dinner at yoshinoya loh...=D haha...n realised dat dere r getting more n more gays around...heh heh...gay as in not gentlemanly...haha....anyways...we went out of sk earlier 2dae...i think at 6 plus...haha...when d sun is still up...haha...n went 2 different playgrounds again...=D and we looked at clouds...stars...and everything...lol...she counted d clouds...hur hur...n we saw d 3 stars in d row thingy...which i dunno wads dat until she told me...hohoho...=D tired liao...lazy write sum more...gt tym den edit...hohoho...
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
OMG!!! WORK WORK WORK!!! @
11:11 PM
DIE...how sia...alot of stuff 2 do...sian... Drawing-10 gestures (by dis wk) Animation-Walk Cycle (by dis wk) Digi-Live Trace Storyboard-ppt slides & editting (by dis wk) sketchbk Typo-sketchpad die lah...i canot rmb if still gt anymore nt...lyk wth...i think its lyk...shyt sia...getting pissed off soon...haha...but at least gt ppl in d same boat wif me...hohoho... bt digi is lyk omg...i haven even gt d pics...sian...n mux hand in nxt tues liao...oh man... and animation totally sux big tym...
Monday, February 06, 2006
dammit...lol... @
11:08 PM
wah lau eh...sian...nw i carn do my digi...die...i carn do d life trace!!! >.< cox my sis is sooooo pissed up wif me and everything...i dun wanna ask her 4 her pic nw...haha...=D but i shall ignore her..i think dat makes her even more pissed...hur hur...i jux act blur lyk nth happened...haha...anyway..it was her fault in the 1st place...hu ask her 2 tok 2 me lyk it was totally my fault or sumthing...if she were to ask me properly...or negotiate...i would have let her used d com...hur hur...anyway...i alrdy intended 2 let her use d com after i did a little of d live trace thingy...but hu noes...she sooo pissed off she walked off...so i heck care loh...is her fault anyway....toooooooo bad...hur hur...=D
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Our Pact... @
10:41 PM
Today is a happy day...so i shall not spoil it by saying unhappy stuffs in this post...heh heh... today went on well in the morning...or rather afternoon...cause i slept my morning away...hohoho...i only woke up at about 12plus in the noon...haha...then bout that time...it was lunch for me already...haha...so cool...then i din really do anything much in that afternoon loh...just watched a japanese animation show Spirited Away...then at about 3 plus...my mum's friends came...haha...n i didn't really bother about them...just continued watching my show...haha...but i only managed to watch it halfway loh...haha...then went out to meet smellybelly at compass...lol... i went out early sia...lol...and i taught i was late...haha...cause i watch until so engrossed that i forgot...heh heh...so i waited for the bus...who knows...the bus was early sia...and so i reached compass early loh...so i went walking around aimlessly...haha...so i decided to go to the meeting place first loh...haha...so i just stood there and played my handphone game...until she came...haha...then we just made circles and circles around...lol...until we went to eat out dinner at Macs loh...haha...den went 2 buy her diabeties drink...LOL... then i say wanna walk home...haha...so we went to 7 eleven buy some chocolates before walking out...haha...along the way we stopped by alot of playgrounds...and played loh...theres one which is like a fitness corner...haha...is like so cool loh...very fun...though later got invasion...and it started to drizzle abit...then we stayed on a little while more until it got heavier...haha...then everybody else was like chionging to shelter...then we both just took out bags and walked on loh...until we reached another playground... by this time...the rain had already stopped...haha...so we stopped and sat on the springy kiddo thingy...i don't even know whats that called...haha...and we just sat there and chatted...it so nice loh...it just feels very peaceful...and just talking about our dreams and stuff...and occasionally looking at the sky...though there are no stars...haha....but it still feels very nice...haha...then we made a pact... =D and i'll never forget it...until i can make it a reality...haha...and im sure i can happen if we were to just work towards it...haha...and we just sat there and chatted for a long time...i don't know how long...but it sure feels short...haha... and i think we went to 3 playgrounds in total...haha...suddenly i feel like i have relived my childhood again...haha...i hope we could meet up again for nightwalks again...haha...THANK YOU SMELLYBELLY!!! =D
Saturday, February 04, 2006
fucking shyt...FUCK OFF!!! @
10:21 PM
ever felt like u've been lifted up so high...only to be thrown down so hard again dat u'll nvr b able 2 pick urself up again??? HAHA...its jux another bad experience again...i dun get it wad wif d guys...dey always lyk 2 play up ppl's feelings only 2 fool them...wads d whole fucking point...every fucking shyt dat u ppl say is jux ain't true...i carn believe im such a fool 2 believe dose words again...i've always been a fool...i nvr knew...being a kind soul and being a helpful person could bring so much pain 2 myself...i mean...im jux an ass...always being taken for granted...i've gt enuff of all this shyt...u haf fucking nth better 2 do...jux go fuck off n be a fucking gay ass gigilo...go fuck ur ass off...2 think i help u all so much...n all i get in return is nt even a thank u...bt BYE!!! hell yea...fuckers...no more of ur fucking lies can...i jux dun think i will ever b able 2 trust anymore fucking guys...all of u carn even stand up 4 urselves...fucking gay asses...jux fucking gif me a break...and fuck off...leave me sum peace...thank you very much... and worse of all is u BITCH...u noe hu u r...i sure hope u both r reading this...i've spent alot of tym n effort helping u all is d past...n all u ever do is blame me for everything shyt dat goes on between you both...fine...now i noe wad u really wan...'I and BITCH no longer wants to be your god siblings' eh??? dats good...cox i dun ever wanna gif a damn shyt about u both fuckers anymore...dun ever fucking blame me 4 anymore shyt...and great...u haf no frens 4 all i care...i dun ever wanna gif advice 2 u ppl anymore...or hear anymore of ur shyt probs...or even console u anymore...u dun even understand hw i feel...u can apologize 4 all u care...im nt listening...u better fuck off...mayb i could handle it beta...HAH!!!
i dunno... @
12:07 AM
i dunno if i shud gif u an ans...i really dunno...i jux feel dat im nt ready...i dun wanna hurt anybody again...i dun wanna hurt u...u r alrdy hurt badly enuff...im jux trying 2 make u happy...n lessen d pain u r feeling nw...i dunno if im doing the right thing...u nvr told me anything...i won noe if wad u telling me nw is true...or im jux gonna be ur replacement...i really dunno...bt i guess i could gif u a helping hand nw 2 help guide u out of ur darkness...i dunno about d future...i won guarantee anything...or promise anything...cox i dunno wad d future holds...i jux hope u gif urself tym 2 chill...=D
Friday, February 03, 2006
u suck!!! @
12:34 AM
im sick and tired of all your shit...i hate your freaking attitude...you think its okay...everything seems okay to you...but it ain't!!! you dun't know how it feels like...cause you don't fucking give a shit about it...so why should i give a damn about it too?!?!?! i can't stand it any longer...im gonna kick your ass someday!!! I don't give a damn...i don't give a shit...
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
haiz...dammit homework... @
2:54 AM
i soooo hate TYPO AND MAYA!!! its lyk wth...super irritating...its chinese new year man...hw 2 expect us 2 do everything sia...in 1 day...haiz...dying alrdy...dis sux...typo is making me super gong...its lyk...colours n evrything is making my eyes blur...-.= sian...n i dun haf enuff slp 4 2moro...die...everybody die...
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